Happiness, the true emotion. The only one I've never felt....
Depression, Sadness, Pain, Excitement, and all the others, but just not happiness.
Is it I just can't ever be happy?....
I don't even know if it's real or not,.........
But i need it, my heart can't take much more, living on day to day with no escape from my cycle of hurt and depression?
Why am I this way? What does it feel like, What am I supposed to feel anymore?.......
Does reality just hate my mere presence?...
Why does it taught me, why do they laugh at my pain?....
What did I ever do to them? What have i done to deserve this punishment?....
I want friends, I want a life where i can be happy and not care what the people think of my every move and care.
But how can I when they hate me so?......
Thus proven of all my life, my happiness will never come.....Why do they still believe in this dark lie?....
They believe if you are good, you will be happy and life will be in your favor, yet reality is a bitch...........your life is nothing but a mere lie that they want you to believe it matters......
I have realized this the hard way..........
This lie of false hope, of death. Why do they believe in this magical emotion that is non-exsisting?
The truth is that this life we all lead is going to end in the dark fate that no one has yet to realise.....
You can think your safe, you can be "happy", But when your life takes it's tole and you realise your fate?......
It will have been to late, and there is nothing you can do now to save you soul from the pyre that is now your exsistance.......
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My poems
PoetryMost of these are poems I wrote years ago and I just felt like sharing them, these poems are not pointed at anyone so plz do not think I aim this at you. Plz enjoy, some of them are dark yes but they were written at a rough patch in my life. I hope...
