Depression, the one thing that seems to follow me wherever I go... Why don't you just leave me be?!....
Haven't you done enough?....there is nothing left to take from me, what more do you want?.....
Oh why do you haunt me so?.....
What joy it must bring to you to know you destroyed a person......tore them to nothing more than a useless body and hopeful soul?...
How wonderful do you feel by making me suffer? Are you satisfied now?.....
I now only focus on making it through this life. But why do I bother?.....it's useless to resist.....
You didn't ever care, this torment you bring to me.......why won't you just leave me alone to rot?......
My loved ones weep for me, they weep for my pain....
But why do you care? Why does anyone care about a useless person such as me?.....
You obviously didn't...... I know I'm flawed such as every other living being.
But you don't feed on their misery and pain....Their torment.....
Why is it just me, why am I the only one that brings you joy to cause pain and suffering to?!?.......
Your lips only spread forth lies of betrayal, agony, and torment.....
But I believed you.....I trusted you......
Trust.....such a fake word.....it's strong yet easily broken......hard to gain I will give it that.....
But it is so overused at the same time......people throw it around like another ordinary word.....I makes me sick....
It's lost it's true meaning long ago, they broke it and twisted it around it till it became a normal word.
Few people such as I, remember its real meaning.......it's power.....it's grace
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My poems
PoetryMost of these are poems I wrote years ago and I just felt like sharing them, these poems are not pointed at anyone so plz do not think I aim this at you. Plz enjoy, some of them are dark yes but they were written at a rough patch in my life. I hope...
