Just Us-monika x sayori

chapter 1-unwanted feelings

sayori's pov

ring ring

"e...eh"i say getting up

i look down at my phone which was still buzzing,it was monika

"what does she want?"

i pick up my phone to a yelling

"SAYORI WERE ARE YOU ITS ALMOST TIME FOR THE CLUB TO START,NATSUKI SAID YOU WERE NOT EVEN IN ANY OF HER CLASSES TODAY"monika said

was she crying-i thought

i quickly get up and look out the blinds,it was the afternoon

"GAH DID I SLEEP IN AGAIN,AHHH SORRY MONIKA IM COMING RIGHT NOW,K LOVE YOU BYE"i say as i quickly hang up...

"did i just say...AHHHHHHHHHH I DID I SAID I LOVE HER, OMG FUCK FUCK SHE IS GOING TO HATE ME I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT"as i finish my daily scream my phone started rining again,i quickly pick up not noticing who called

"...hey sayo,so...y...you said you love me"

fuck its monika

"AHHH I UMM I...IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, SORRY I WONT SAY IT AGAIN"i said my face getting redder everytime i talk

"aww sayo its ok i love you too...as a friend of course" monika said

i started to tear up

 f...friends why did that hurt me so much

"haha yea friends well see you in the club bye"i hanged up no waiting for a response, i sat down and thought of what monika said

"ha friends o..of couse why would we be anything more w...were just friends"every time i said friends i cried more

"i...want to be more than that...jeez what am i saying i like mc...n...not monika r...right?"

i quickly got dressed and bolted to school

"the one time i actually decide to change for bed,is the same time im late,jeez monika must hate me,mc too"i entered the club to be greeted by mc

"haha hey sayori did you sleep in again"

i wasn't paying attention to my childhood friend but instead i focused on monika, she was sitting down,reading something

"hey earth to sayori"mc waved his hand across my face,but i continued to focus on monika

"i wonder if she is a good kisser"i say quietly

"w...what was that sayori" mc asked 

i still focused on monika until she looked up and waved at me,i quickly looked away,my face beet red

"u...um what was that mc i didn't hear you"i quickly put my attention on mc

"uhhh nevermind,but you said something about kissing under your breath...do you want to kiss me?"mc asked while starting to blush

"u...ummm"i didn't get to answer as i felt his lips connect with mine

i always liked mc but when he kissed me i felt nothing so i pushed him off,i noticed monika, looking at us

w...was she crying

i walk over to monika and asked what was wrong

"why do you want to know why not just go and hang out with your bf"monika said 

"he's not my bf...im not even sure i like him anymore...i..i"my words were interrupted as monika pulled me into a hug,my face instantly turned red

i looked over at natsuki,she looked up from her manga and mouthed the words "you like her"

i blushed even more,i started wondering if i do like her

d...do i like monika...no cant be im straight...r...right

my mind continued to wonder,it soon reached unwanted territory,i started imagining all of monika's clothes off, i quickly tried to escape the gay thoughts,but there was no point as it soon escalated to,kissing and then sex

monika broke free from the hug and looked,she noticed my face was completely red

"haha are you ok sayo"monika said

"w...wha..um y..yea i...im ok"

i continued to blush even harder as monika continued to talk,monika was pretty smart,but this can be scary as she can pick up on stuff almost as quick as yuri,monika got really close to my face

i froze,and blushed even more

"awww you look a little nervous"monika said

"n...no just a little tired from running here"i said this caused monika to back off

"haha well if you say so"

i nodded as monika went and started to announce the festival coming up soon

my blush started to die down until she mentioned who is working together

"yuri and natsuki you will be a pair,while me,mc and sayori will be a group"monika said,natsuki of coursed complained about being partners with yuri,but soon agreed to it

"great! make sure to meet up with your partner before it reaches Monday,oh and natsuki you are on cupcake,while yuri is decor,and my group will work on the extras like brochures, OH! i almost forgot i need each of you to work on a poem to present to the audience,oh look we have to go now,see you all on monday"monika said as she grabbed her stuff and walked out

i followed monika and hesitantly asked if we could meet up today

monika agreed,and they both walked down to monika's house

"oh silly me we didn't tell mc"monika said as she pulled out her phone

i took monika's phone

"w...we dont need him to come today,me and you could,just hang out and stuff"

"awww sayo why didn't you tell me you just wanted to hang out,i would've said yes anyway"

i blushed and looked away

"haha looks like im just useless aren't i"i said as i smile and look at monika

"w..what?y...you aren't useless"monika said as she pulled me closer

"hehe y..yea"i said 

"m...monika can i tell you something"i asked

"sure you can tell me anything"

"i...i umm actually nevermind"

"o...ok but when you're ready you can tell me"

"o..ok"

i blushed even more as i looked up at monika

there's no denying it,im gay for monika,i think i love her

oh fuk sayo de mayo likes monika...w...what a FUCKING surprise

anyway bye peeps next chapter coming soon