The Hellsing Diaries: Sweet Addictions- Bloodrage

Sir Integra Fairbrooks Wingates Hellsing

A/N:

i am SO sorry for the wait! I've been depressed and had writers block on this. I'm afraid I haven't written anything in Integra's point of view, like ever. kinda afraid of how it'll turn out. Also, For those of you wondering, Yes I am planning on writing this story in both Seras and Alucard's perspectives, although, these first few chapters will dwell into the character's minds.

This, of course, includes Integra. I am not going to get that into the diary format, I just thought Maybe starting out with the character's inner thoughts might help some of you understand What's really going on within their minds. So don't worry, You won't be reading stupid little "diary" entries for long! We're only getting started. :)

On with the story!

~Enjoy! ~

- The-Great-Alucard (wattpad)

AKA:

Bitches-Love-Canons (Fanfiction. net)

Chapter 3:

Sir Ingegra Fairbrooks Wingates Hellsing

Vampires. Ghouls. Same damn shit every day.  it gets tiring sometimes.. I will not lie. I do love my job;although Alucard is a pain in the ass to deal with, I still adore that vampire. He's such a strange man-beast;  there's no way of predicting anything he'll do- ever. His reactions to everything speak more to me than his words for some reason. I cannot explain it. When I see him tearing through a horde of freaks and ghouls, I wonder to myself how much he actually enjoys it. I then push those thoughts aside; I already know he absolutely loves it. For some odd reason; It doesn't sicken me. Not anymore,  at least. When I first met Alucard,  I was a bit afraid.  Soon after that; I grew to see him as he truly is, and surprisingly,  it really didn't bother me. In fact, it made me love him even more, if that's even plausible.  The long sleepless nights I've had because of him, I want them to mean something,  but I know they can't. it's frustrating.  I wish nothing more than to hold him as more than a low servant.  But the council...they'd have my head on a platter, and find a replacement before I could even do anything to stop them. Unless, of course,  Alucard were to take immediate action. Most likely by changing me. I do not fear losing my humanity anymore;  although I did quite a few years back. it's My orders that command the beast, and that sometimes may seem like I've lost a part of my humanity.  I will not order my servant to kill the innocent..that is one of the only things keeping my human, besides my warm flesh, and heartbeat.

And police girl.. I love her already.  she's quite adorable, really. she's more fun to have around than I actually expected.  It makes this mansion less...strict, depressing,  I suppose. I may have only just met the girl a few years back, but I love her like family and if anyone lays a single finger on her, even Alucard will fear my wrath.

A/N:

SO sorry for the wait! I am so unused to writing in Integra's point of view,haha.

I hope you enjoyed, and continue to read this story, I am not abandoning it, just needed a break! not sure where I want it to go, exactly.  #ThewritingProcessSucks

anyway, comment, vote,  and add this to your library if you haven't yet!

-TGA

(Bitches-Love-Canons on FF.net )