The Hellsing Diaries: Sweet Addictions- Bloodrage

Chapter One: Blood cocktails & secrets

Hellsing does not belong to me.

I am just playing with the characters!

I make no $$$ off of this fanfiction story.

so....

read,review, & enjoy,

my lovelies!

*The-Great-Alucard*

characters/ Pairing: Alucard X Seras Victoria ♥

rating: M, for sexy vampiric smut, and the gory descriptions of Alucard's killing sprees..  er,  "missions" ... Also, enjoy the humor! Gotta love fluff, too. Slightly OOC for Alucard.  Integra will remain her hilarious, angry self..  Seras will be slightly OOC,  in MY view... she needs to be more of a baddass,  not so much a weakling as they make her seem in the anime & manga series. Also.. this is mostly in Alucard & Seras's point of view. Alucard is my crimson fucker,  and we love him.

~Enjoy!~

P.S. : I have posted this story on Fanfiction. net, as Well, under the name: Bitches-Love-Canons.  so, don't think someone stole my story, this is 100% mine, and I have chosen to upload it to more than one site!

Sweet addictions :

Chapter one: Blood  Cocktails & secrets

The Crimson fucker/Alucard  Pov:

Love. Such an inexplicable word. Yet one is supposed to know when one feels such things. Love, a pathetic human emotion. One that may destroy bonds. One that may create them. One that can make a full grown man fall to his knees. One that serves no purpose. Love. What IS love? One only knows when they cannot explain it. Love can be two brothers fighting for each other. Love can be two friends devoted to each other.

I, being a vampire, have no need for such simple, pathetic emotions. I am hell. I am the night. I am...

THE CRIMSON FUCKER!

...And yet, I have failed myself once again. Seeing such a beautiful woman in a weakened and vulnerable state, brought me pain. Real pain. Pain vampires should not feel! That day, when I was ordered, by Sir Integra Hellsing,  to silence the saddest excuse for a vampire I've seen..

The priest "vampire..."

... I'd never felt remorse...

Until I'd shot that brave little police girl in the lung.The priest turned to dust at my feet, by my pistol. Her sad blue eyes looking at me... pleading, saying, "Help me. for I Wish not to die yet." I was captured by their intensity.  Lost in the ocean of her irises. I acted quickly, knowing full Well what she wanted, what she needed at that moment. I cleared the blood from her innocent face, then, gave her my immortal kiss of death, turning her into the cruelest of creatures; a vampire. Sir Integra.. my master, my friend, looked upon me in great surprise. I told her the girl was to be employed by Hellsing.  She Did not argue.  For which I now find I am glad for.

Seras..  the girl, seemed always confused..  scared, not wanting to drink the red substance that preserves a vampire's life. She wanted her sanity, her humanity. For which I find utterly ridiculous.  It's blasphemy!  A vampire. Not wanting, REFUSING, to drink blood! I smirk as I watch her.. the day will come, when she shall drink. She cannot deny her thirst for it. Her power can be undetermined at this point in time, as I said, she will not drink. I know for a fact, that one day...

She will be my No-life Queen! My undead bride.. my maiden of death!

I simply MUST have her. It is ridiculous..  how much I yearn for her, crave her, NEED her!

I, Alucard,  the No-life king..

Am in love.

I am a Pansy. A weakling at her side..

And yet, she brings out the more reluctant side of myself,  I thought I'd lost long ago. I will do anything to protect her from the things she is frightened of, the things that could potentially harm her, I will protect her from Alexander Anderson, and Iscariot!

My future may be as bright as a cavern, or as the moon, I do not care. I only seek to see Seras strong.  To have her be my Maiden of death, my little Draculina.  My Seras Victoria...

Will be mine..

In time.

I can not keep a long distance from her.. she has captured my heart, and will continue to do so until my undead life ceases to exist.

Fuck Integra.  Fuck Hellsing.  Fuck millennium, Iscariot, and that cheeky dickwaffle Alexander Anderson! One day, myself and my Queen..

Will be free! Free of the bonds, the spells, the ridiculous "pet" titles.

For fucks sake, we are VAMPIRES.

The most evil thing this world has come to know..

But not Well enough does this world understand the nature of a vampire. They can study us as many times as their little brains can handle it, but they just won't understand.

Because,  you see, dearest friends...

vampires..

Are no better..

THAN HUMANS!

the only differences ?

We live longer. Are stronger,faster, and resilient. We drink the life of this world's true monsters, humans. Yet we are the unholy, evil, cruel ones...

-Alucard,  January, 2014.