CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR;
A VIEW TO KILLCassie's outfit;
Serena's outfit;
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Letting out a deep sigh I ran my hands over my face as I had just awoken from another nightmare, it almost seemed like every night I was waking up from some kind of nightmare.
It was starting to feel like I would never get any sleep again, and I kind of felt like I was starting to go out of my mind, I was starting to go insane.
Pushing those thoughts away I brushed my hair out of my face and climbed out of bed before going straight to my full length mirror.
A smile worked up to my face as I stared down at my slightly larger baby bump, I don't know why but there was something about carrying him in my stomach just made me feel so much more connected to him.
I love him so much, i don't know what to do with myself. I love him so much more than I've ever loved anyone in my entire life, I love him than i loved Ian or even Tyler.
Elena was right, I was so mad at her but she was right, which Is What last last night had taught me. I needed to take this more seriously, this is the only baby I'll ever have and I'll be damned if I let him slip through my fingers.