Randy // Roadtrip TV

Chapter 2

Andy's POV:

"What happened in here?" I asked Rye, his room was completely trashed. He looked away from me while mumbling "nothing." "Obviously putting holes in a wall isn't nothing." I say, I walk into his and Harvey's room, being careful not to step on any of the the shards of glass that littered the floor. "Rye you can tell me what's wrong," He looks up at me, what I see breaks my heart. I see tears falling down his face, one after another. Rye barely ever cries so something is definitely wrong. He just stands there staring at me with a sad expression on his face. "Go away." He yells, throwing Harvey's candle at me. I quickly dodge it before it hits the wall behind me. What happened?

"Rye talk to me, what's wrong?" I ask again. "I already told you that nothing was wrong so can you just leave me alone?" He shouted. I was slightly shocked at his sudden burst of aggression. He was completely fine 10 minutes ago when he kissed me. Is that what it's all about? He regrets kissing me because he thinks I'm disgusting? "You wouldn't care anyway," he continued. "You probably think I'm a freak." I put my hand on his shoulder, "why would I think you're a freak?" He shrugged away my hand. "Because you do." He grabbed a pair of shoes from on his bed and then left his room. Only now I realise that I have been crying a little bit too. I walked out of his room to see where he was going, Rye was walking towards the front door. He turns to face me as he opens the door, "don't follow me." He said, and then he left.

Now I was crying a lot, what if I have just lost the chance to be with the one person I have a crush on. I slowly walk back into the Mindy room, I really don't care if Mikey is live, I just want cry. I open the door and Mikey looked up at me, pointing the camera on his phone in the other direction. "Are you ok? I heard shouting." He asked concern filled his face. "No." I reply. "Do you want me to turn the live off so we can talk about it?" "No."

I walk over to my bed flop onto it grab a pillow to hide my face and try to sleep. Only thing is, I can't. my thoughts are keeping me from doing anything. He hates you! They said he isn't going to talk to you again! You are too ugly for him! Did you really thing you had a chance? I just lay there silently crying into my pillow while listening to Mikey talk to the roadies on live.ly.

"Don't worry guys, Andy is fine." Mikey says to the roadies, "tell them Andy." I look up from my pillow over to Mikey's bed where he was lying down with his phone in his hand looking at me. I try to make my voice sound strong and not like I want to disappear off the face of the earth, "I'm fine guys, you don't have to worry about me." I say. My voice was still an bit shaky. "I'm going to go have a nap in Harvey's room," I wasn't actually going to take a nap. I was going to clean up all the mess that Rye made so none of the boys would notice.

I stand up and walk to the Rarvey room, I stop inside and instantly feel sad. Alot has happened in the last 15 minutes and it might of changed a lot of things. I hate seeing Rye upset, and seeing him sad and angry just makes me want to cry. I start cleaning as quietly as possible trying not to attract any attention from Brook or Jack.

Rye's POV:

I grabbed my shoes and ran out of the door, I didn't want to leave Andy but I felt like it was the right thing to do. I can cool down a bit and then talk to him about what happened later. I told him not to follow me because I don't want him to see me cry, because when Andy sees someone cry he cries too. I open the door to leave the block of flats that our flat is in to be welcomed outside by the chill of the early spring breeze.

It's still fairly cold all though it is March, lucky me, I forgot my jumper. I can't go back in now, back to the mess I caused, back to the place where I was too selfish to see the damage of my own actions. The sit down and start to put on my shoes, Andy got me these for my birthday. They are the best gift that I have ever gotten, the shoes are comfortable and go with pretty much every outfit.

Once my shoes are on I get up and start running. I want to get as far from here as possible to give me time to think about what I've done. The cold air I breath in makes it harder to run. After a few minutes of aimlessly running if find myself out side ASDA. I need water because my throat is really dry, so I walk in. Once I am in I walk straight to the chocolate and grab the biggest bar I could find. Then I get a bottle of water which was only 2 isles to my left.

I start walking to where I can pay for my stuff when I hear some say my name from behind me. I ignore it and keep walking. While an ASDA employee starts scanning my stuff I feel someone tap my shoulder, I turn around to see what I am assuming is the person who called my name. "Hello Rye, I'm Sarah. I was wondering if you could take a picture with me? It would mean al-." "No." I say, I put 10 pounds on the table grab my water and chocolate and leave.

I probably shouldn't have been so rude to that roadie. Just because I'm angry at myself doesn't mean that I should take it out on other people. I take a sip of my water and walk back into ASDA to find that girl. I hate letting people think I'm a bad person. It was pretty easy to find her again, she was basic, where I was before I left. The closer I got to her the better view of her I got.

I began to see the tears that were forming in her eyes. When I see this I practically run over to her and wrap her in my arms. "Hey, I'm sorry for before. I've just been having a really bad day. And I did something bad to someone I love." I let her go and see a huge smile on her face. She has dimples just like Andy. She has blonde hair just like Andy. Why does everything have to remind me of that perfect guy? "I've got to go now, I've got somewhere I need to be." "Bye, also, just letting you know, you started crying." Damn it! I can't even hold myself together for two seconds! What's wrong with me. I walk out of the shop and begin to run again.

I run for 20 minutes before finally stopping. I stopped by the lake that rode the toy cars into. I sat down at the edge of the water and cried. I opened my chocolate and began to shove it in my mouth between sobs. This feels good. I haven't been able to cry much for what seems like forever. I decide to see if any of the boys are doing anything interesting, so I grab my phone. I see that Mikey is live so I begin to watch. I start reading through the comments. There are all, asking if Andy is ok.

"Guys don't worry! Andy is fine, he already told you he was. You don't need to keep asking it every 2 seconds," Mikey tells the live. Andy is not ok, when I kissed him it must've really disgusted him. He must hate me now. I sit there watching the live until it finishes and eat the rest of my chocolate before deciding to return back home. I finish my water and wipe away me tears before jogging back to the flat. I feel a lot better after I cried, I don't think I could cry again even If I wanted to.

It doesn't take that long to get back. Probably because wasn't distracted and running in random directions. I arrive back to the flat and open the door it's really quiet in here. I take my shoes off and open the door to my room. I look around to see that all the mess that I created earlier was gone. I start walking over to my bed, but t I stop hen I see Andy wrapped up in my blankets cuddling one of my pillows.

I don't think that he noticed that I here, bu he's definitely not asleep, you can hear him snoring from a mile away when he sleeps. I get closer to my bed at stand in front of my bed staring down at Andy. He is so cute! I just want to squeeze him. His eyelids flicker and then open, he is now watching me stare at him.

"Hey," He said "I'm so Rye for being in your bed, I'll get out if you don't want me to be here." He starts to get up but I stop him. "Andy?" "Yes Rye?" "Do you hate me?" I ask, he could either break my heart or give me the hope I need to keep going. "Ryan, what would give you a reason to believe that I could ever hate you?"

I can't stop smiling, "it's just cause I kinda like, threw a candle at you and stuff.." it's not, I thought he would hate me because of the kiss. "I didn't really mind. You were upset, I still don't know why, but you were." I climb onto my bed next to him. "Can we cuddle." I ask, please say yes, please say yes. "Yea sure, we have nothing else to do today." Said Andy as he relaxes more and lays on his side, facing away from me. I wrap my arm around him and pull him closer to my chest. I put my head next to her s head so I could be as close to him as possible. Andy held my hand (the one that was around his waist) and soon drifted off to sleep (you could tell by the snoring). I wish I could cuddle Andy everyday. I lay there falling asleep not long after, thinking about what Andy and I could be one day...

(A/N: I was going to say something but I forgot what because I'm smart in the brain. Tell me if this is too long for a chapter. Goodbye!)

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