Dear Kim,
It has been two days since the last time we talked, or more like argued. On the first day, it felt nothing. I thought, you really mean nothing to me. But now...... it's killing me. I can't stop thinking about you. Everything reminds me of you, and it's so hard, so painful.
I noticed that you ignored my messages in messenger. Have you read the last message I sent to you? I wish you have. I am still secretly waiting for your response although I mentioned there that you should not reply anymore. It was a lie. I'm dying to know your thoughts. I'm dying to know if you miss me too, if you still love me too.
Kim, I miss you. But maybe this is really the right thing to do. If I prolong our relationship, it will be harder for the both of us in the future. And I can't afford to feel that kind of pain. This pain you've cost me now is killing me, I wonder what would be the effect if we ended up things later.
I will always love you. You will always have a special place in my heart. I miss you, and love you buko pie.
- Alex
