"People like me aren't supposed to have someone like you, I think fate was being harsh on you." For @BeeBiBianca
The early sun shone through the curtains of your bedroom you shared with your boyfriend Valtteri Bottas. It was very early in the morning however the sun had woken you up, you didn't want to wake Valtteri up as it was the summer break and he deserved a lie in.
Your head was resting on his bare chest as his arm was lazily wrapped around your waist. As you listened to his heart beat your mind started to wonder. You and Valtteri had been together just under a year and you loved every second. You never felt good enough for Valtteri, you were just this ordinary girl from Y/HT (your hometown) whereas he was this famous driver. You and Valtteri had met when you were in the same restaurant as him and you bumped into each other knocking you down. Valtteri had always said that fate had brung you two together an you were meant for one another. The majority of the drivers girlfriends were models or were already in the public eye. When you had met his parents and his friends you felt like they had expected some gorgeous model. You had never really been comfy in your own skin and you were on this journey with your body where some days you would feel like Beyoncé and other days you felt so insecure.
You had lay there for a good half an hour with thoughts running through your head like "I'm not good enough for him" "he needs someone different". Without noticing your eyes had started to tear up. You decided to just get out of bed and you sat on the balcony. However when you where sat looking over the beautiful lake in Finland you started to cry harder. Valtteri was stood in the door way and as soon as he saw you crying he immediately rushed over to you and embraced you in a hug.
Valtteri brought you inside and sat you down on the sofa where he sat next to you. By now you were sobbing. "Hey Y/N what's happened, are you okay" Valtteri said in a calming voice to calm you down. As you shook your head he took your hands in his. "Talk to me" he simply said. "People like me aren't supposed to have someone like you, I think fate was being harsh on you" you said in between sobs. Valtteri rolled his eyes and laughed as he remembered Lewis telling him you had talked to Lewis about this. "Why are you laughing, this is serious" you gave him a stern look. "Because you are being ridiculous Y/N. I love you for you, you are normal, loving, caring and funny. You keep me grounded and I feel like I can truly be myself around you." Valtteri gave you a smile. "I just feel like you're meant to be with some model jetting around the world living the high life. You buy me all this amazing stuff, we've just moved into this massive house, you always bring me to races and I can never give you things like that in return" You looked down to the floor. Valtteri laughed once again "no, I don't want the 'high life' and I don't want anyone else but you. I do that because I love you, I don't want anything in return apart from your love. Money doesn't mean anything to me." "I just feel like everyone like your family and friends don't think that" you admitted. "Are you joking, my parents love you! They said how down to earth you are, how selfless you are and how you bring out the best in me" Valtteri made you blush "and my friends said they can't wait to go out with you again" Valtteri laughed. "Im sorry" you apologised. "You don't have to be sorry love, you just gave to ignore what the media will say and believe me when I say I love you for you." Valtteri placed a kiss on your lips. "I love you too so much" you kissed him back.
A few weeks had past and you and Valtteri was better than ever and you were finally starting to feel comfortable with yourself.
So this is my first dialogue, I hope you like it :) I am going to get round to the other requests but bare with me if they take a while, I'm going on holiday tomorrow for two weeks so I'm sorry if I don't really update.
Also my book reappeared!! Wattpad must've been lagging so if anyone experiences your book is missing, leave it a few days and it should reappear. <3
