There's no such thing as a "happy ending" (tomtord)

Chapter 7

(an: hi!! I'm here at the beginning of the chapter to say this chapter is gonna be sad)

Edds p.o.v

I stayed at the hospital and I'm going to stay until Matt gets out. I was still sitting next to him starting to fall asleep. Until I felt Matt's hand move and a light tired groan from him. I looked at him and he turned his head to me. I smiled and started crying in joy. I lightly hugged him.

"Matt your ok.... Oh my god- I thought I lost you" I said with a shaky voice.

He hugged back slightly. I then stopped hugging him. I looked at Matt. 

"hey matt?" I asked.

"yea?" He asked confused

I took a deep breath before starting "um I should tell you something before something else like this happens but...um Matt I.... I love you and I understand if you dont feel the same"

I looked at Matt who was blushing. He looked me in the eyes and kissed me. I blushed and kissed back. He broke the kiss and smiled.

"I like you too Edd" he said kinda weakly.

I smiled and hugged him lightly again. He hugged back and I broke the hug and sat in the chair again. 

"we should go to sleep edd" he mumbled tiredly (wow.. just wakes up and wants to go back to bed--)

"yea we should" I yawned and he fell asleep and I fell asleep not long after him. 

*TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY MY TIRED ASS-*

I woke up to hearing loud fast beeping. I looked at Matt his breathing was slow and the heart beat was fast. I ran out of the room in a blind panic.

"DOCTOR.. DOCTOR I NEED A DOCTOR IN HERE!" I yelled as tears formed in my eyes.

I started crying and a doctor and a few nurses walked into the room. They had me stay out in the waiting room but I grabbed a chair and waited outside the room.

*30 MINUTES LATER*

I was still waiting. I was crying and having a panic attack. I couldn't think straight. I was violently shaking.

The doctor walked out the room. I walked to him.

"is he alright?? Please tell me he's ok please.." I said threw my sobs.

The doctor looked at me and took a deep breath. "Excuse me for what I'm about to say... I'm sorry but he doesnt have long"

I felt weak and numb. I wanted to fall to my knees.

"c-can I go and see him?"

"you can go see him he's awake but barely breathing."

I ran into the room and to his bed. I held his hand.

"M-matt...I love you" I said as my voice cracked a little.

" i-i love you... You too" his voice was shaky and weak. His chest barely moved.

I softly pet him holding his hand. I was trying to make sure he didn't talk. I kissed his forehead and mumbled sweet nothings to him. 

BEEP...... BEEP..... BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

After the last beep Matt's hand went limp. I put my hands over my mouth to provent me from screaming. A Doctor and nurses walked into the room and unhooked the machines.

After saying goodbye to him for the last time I left the hospital. Walking home I had my hands in my pockets,  hood over my face looking down, sobbing. I walked into the house and went into Matt's room. I grabbed one of his hoodies and walked into my room. I took off my hoodie and put Matt's purple one on. I got into bed cry until I feel asleep.

(A/n: once again writing this hurt my heart.... Welp anyway see ya in the next chapter)