Today I sat motionless on my couch,
watching TV and scrolling through my phone.
Mom said I had to get up and moving
so I left my numbing throne.
There's a throb behind my eye lids
that seems obsessed with my inky mind,
yet it sends no love letters.
It's a sadist, cruel but kind.
The throb caresses my brain
kissing it with a fist.
I scream with my mouth zipped closed
and receive another kiss.
Mom notices my squirming
as I sit at the dinner table.
I roll my eyes and look away-
I need that numbing of the cable.
With static screens and Instagram feeds
the throb is satiated.
It's a short reprieve from its twisted love,
this break I've long awaited.

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Poetry"Mom notices my squirming as I sit at the dinner table. I roll my eyes and look away- I need that numbing of the cable. With static screens and Instagram feeds the throb is satiated. It's a short reprieve from its twist...