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I can hear him in my mind now. 

When I masturbate, I close my eyes, craving his voice, his command, his control. It soothes me and arouses me, making me dripping wet. The overwhelming desire for sex, just as intoxicating as anything I've put in my body to alter my reality. 

It is the small voice in the back of my mind. Always present but not always driving. Waiting for me to accept the change and drop into his world. There- I am led.  Encapsulated by his words. Pushed higher and higher in my mind while my body revels in its own desires. The edges blur and change of my identity. A relaxed state where everything merges and blends until it become the truth I am given.

His smooth velvet voice in a metronomic meter.  It leads me down paths I would hesitate to go but secretly crave in the shadows of my mind. I give him everything he asks and want to offer more. The world bursts into color now and each moment together creates  a craving for the next. 

It wasn't always like this. There was a time when I survival and living were synonymous. 

Until I met him. 

He set me free.


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