My Lovely Sister [BOOK 2] ON HOLD

Part 5 - Listen

~JUNGKOOK POV~

I saw her going out from her room with Dr. Min. I follow them till they reach the garden. After a while Dr. Min was leaving her there.
I walked toward her.

She was enjoying the weather I think. With her eyes closed.

I really miss that face. The beautiful face of the person I love the most. But I'm hurting her so much...

"What are you doing here?!", she opened her eyes and saw me.

I can saw anger in her eyes.

"I- I want to see you...", I really want to see her. Even I already know she must be don't want to see me.
"Go away! I don't want to see you!"
"Y/N, please listen to me. Let me expl-"

"I don't want to hear anything for you!", she cut me off. "Everything was come out from your mouth is a lies!"

Not at all.....

"You said you will go away from me. Why you come to here?!", she was starring at me.
"I- ..what? How you-? You heard that? I said it when you-"
"I heard all. So go away!", she turn away from me. Ready to pull her wheel-chair to leave.
"So, you also heard that, right? That's words....", she stopped.
"That words, means nothing for me"

"I know you still love me... "

She turn around again, to facing me. A little laugh was come out from her mouth.
"You're so shameless, Jeon Jungkook-ssi"
I come to her and grab her shoulders.

"What are you doing?! Let me go!", she was trying to push me, but she not strong enough to doing that.
"Look at me! Tell me if you don't love me. I will go if you said that"

"I don't love you!"

"Said that while looking my eyes! I know you lied!"
She look at my eyes.
I really hope she never said that.

"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!"

She said that.
I hope it's a lie.
But,
Her eyes tell everything...

I loosen my grip on her shoulders. Back to my position.

"Okay... I know.. what I've done to you is unforgivable. That's my fault you become like this. If go away from you can make you happy, I can do that. I deserve that... But, I will still love you.. you are my first and you will be my last... Kim Y/N..."

"You here again. What do you want this time, Jeon Jungkook-ssi?", dr. Min come.
He approaching to Y/N and caressing her head.
"Is he hurt you, Y/N?", she shook her head.
"No. But I want back to my room", she said and she holding his hand.

That's really hurting me to saw that.
They turn away, leave me paused at my place.

Is this what you feel that time?
Hurt.

My heart is hurt.

But yours is must be 100x more hurt than this....... I'm sorry.......

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~Y/N POV~

"Look at me! Tell me if you don't love me. I will go if you said that", she shouted in front of my face.
"I don't love you!"

"Said that while looking my eyes! I know you lied!", why he know so well about me.

I look to his eyes. I hold my tears to not going down.

"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!"

I said that. And loosen his grip on me. His face looks so disappointed.

I still love you.. but after this all...
I know we can't...

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"Is he doing something to you?", Yoongi oppa asked.
"No... we're just talking..."

He sit on the bed, in front of me. He stroke my hair.

"I hope... you can forget all about him... I'll waiting... You know, my heart is already yours... I love you, Y/N... "
"N-Ne?",
"I know is out of the blue. You must be so confused. But, it's my feeling to you.. I love you. That's what I want to say before I'm go 7 years ago..."
"O-Oppa.."
"I know he still in your heart. You love him. I can tell that... that's why, I will waiting, till you can forget him... "

I don't know what I can doing in this situation.

He's my first love. He still in my heart too. But, I don't know, what exactly I feel toward him.

"You must be tired, after this all. Take a rest now, hmm?", I think he know I was confused and don't know how to react at this situation. Thanks.
I nodded and he help me to lay down.

"Don't thinking too much.. I don't want your answer now. I'm so just happy, finally can say my feelings to you. Sleep now... ", he said and give me warm smile. I smiling back and close my eyes.

Let's not thinking too much Kim Y/N...

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"I will still love you..."

"You are my first..."

".. and my last"

I opened my eyes.
Why that's words is always lingering in my head...

"You awake, my love.."
I turn my head.

"Jin oppa"

"How your sleep?"
"Not really good..."
"I see... is that because of him, right?"
"Ye?"
"I heard he come again today?", he's talking about Jungkook
"Oh, maybe... I don't know... "

"I beg to you.... Please... forget him, Y/N. He just hurting you... "

"I tried oppa..."

"He don't deserve your love. You have someone else who always care and love you more than him"

Yoongi oppa...

"He leave you once, but at that time, he never forgetting you. You always in his heart because he really loves you... And now, he's back. He also save your life"

"You know about that?"
"I can tell that even he's not told me. We are together since a kid. I also know, he was your first love... "

I don't say anything to respond him.

He was right, we are together since we are kid. Yoongi oppa and Jin oppa is always take care of me. That's how I fall in love with him at first.

"He is a great person, Y/N. You can be happy if you with him... "

"I can't force you to love him now, because I know... you still love that jerk. But, I want you to thinking about it... ", Oppa said.

I know he was worried. And I know he just want the best for me.

"I will... "

I don't want to make the same mistake...

- T.B.C -

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