The Demon In Me (Shawmila)

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•Camila•

1 year later

Is crazy to think that almost 2 years ago I was in my room crying over Shawn. It's crazy to think how far we've come.

That year we got together we spent Thanksgiving and Halloween and Christmas together. Shawn even took me to Toronto, Canada since I'd never been there and that's where he lives basically.

On New Years we we had a huge party with all of our friends and family. And on New Years Shawn gave me a special ring...

A promise ring.

He promised he would never break my trust ever... he promised he'd always love me.. he'd promised he'd do anything for me.. he promised me that one day he'd be replacing this ring.. with an engagement ring... that was the eBay way to start the new year.. with my friends and family and the love of my life.

Now today was November 25th.. Shawn was leaving for tour.. it was a sad day.. sine we'd spent most of the past year with each other and now he'd be gone for almost 6 months. I was at the airport with him. Waving him goodbye. I'd go with him... but I had to promote my own album.. so I couldn't. I wish I could though

"I'll miss you" I said sadly and Shawn lent his forehead on my forehead. His arms were wrapped around my wait and mine were around his neck.

"I'll miss you too" he said as a single tear dropped from my eyelids... what? I won't be seeing him for 6 months!

"Shawn we have to go!" I heard his manager call and I sighed

"I love you" I said

Shawn kissed me. He didn't say anything but I could feel his emotions in the kiss. I could feel what he was trying to tell me. We kissed for a a few minutes and then pulled away.

"I love you too. Take care." Shawn said and released his grip on me. I sighed and pecked his one last time.. he waved to me and then walked to his flight.

I don't know why but I have a bad feeling about something. I don't know what.. but I think its related to Shawn ...

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I know I know. Crappy chapter. But it's still here. Also, do you think Camila should I trust her instincts and find out what that "bad feeling" is all about? Or should she just shrug it off?

Anyways... love ya!! Baiii

-Taylor