I wanna dissappear.
But I want to meet you so bad.
I wanna delete everything.
But I need to be there for you.
I wanna give up everything.
But I hate the thought of being defeated by some bitchass anxiety.
I
wanna hurt myself.
But I know you hate when I do it.
I wanna beat myself until I can't stand up.
But I can't trap myself in one place.
I wanna die.
But only cause I can't remember how to live.
