When I Was Your Man (Jin x Jisoo)

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A:    Have you re-read chapter 13? If no, you should. Thank you. And SORRY for not updating. School is still a little hectic which i didn't expect cause all the performance tasks are done. Plus, there's a personal issue that had happened(still happening, actually) between me, my ex and my friend...

So...umm...
I'm really sorry for not being able to update though I promised to be active. I'm really sorry.

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- Jisoo

I am in my room...
I can smell something that is cooking.
Jennie must be on the kitchen now and the other two must be at the dinning.

I am too out to go there...
I don't want to walk and hop out of my bed...
I don't even want to move.

I am lacking of energy...
Ninety percent of my energy had been released since earlier that I saw him.

He even left the bouquet of tulips on my door.
Very lame, seriously shameful.

"Eonnie?"
       Three knocks and my door opened, revealing Jennie sneaking to look if I'm awake.

"The dinner..."
       She was about to say that it was ready, but when I didn't budge, I heard her sigh.

"I pretty know you well enough, eonnie. I know you're awake. It's either you get up or I'll make Lisa drag you out."
        She's trying to be funny for that but that doesn't help, not even a single percent.

I heard her sigh again.

And I heard her footsteps...
Getting closer and closer...
Until I felt my bed shifting as she sat beside me.

"I don't have the appetite, go eat first with them. Don'y wait for me, I'll eat later."
        I stated and demanded for her to go.

I honestly don't want anyone here for now.
Everything that is happening is being exaggerated, it' getting too much and that's not good.

I need some time to think...
I need to take a break from everything...
I need to take a rest, I fell so tired of it...of him.

"

Okay then..."
       She stood up and even though I really want her to leave, I suddenly feel empty as she stated before leaving...

"Just promise yourself to eat later. I'll go now."
          She left and closed my door gently.

As she was gone to the dinning...
My eyes shut close...
My lips quiver and my hands gripped on my blanket.

I tuck.myself more under the blanket...
My body is heating up.

Here am I again...
Crying all over again...
For the same reason again.

"Fuck it."

        I mumbled, gritting my teeth in annoyance.

As I let the tears stream down...
A memory flashed...

"Jin, no. You said you won't leave me?"
          I am look so stupid on that day, begging for him not to leave me.