Love Games [ PARK JIMIN X READER ]

PROLOGUE

I was walking down the streets with tears in my eyes. It was raining so hard. I was walking and walking on the never ending road. It was just like the pain from which I was suffering. I never felt this much weakness and pain in my life.

The pain was not physical. It was deep inside my heart which was tearing me apart.

In that moment I wanted to cry as much as I could, as hard as I could but I can't.

There was no energy left in me. I felt so weak that I kneeled down on the side of the street.

I cried my heart out but for whom was I crying ?

For the one who don't even care for me ? He don't even know where am I ? In which state I am ?

He must be busy right now with someone else.

Yes, he is like that. He just plays with someone's heart and when he's bored , he throw them like trash and don't even look back and act as if there was no one like her in my life.

All this time I was a fool to trust him.

I laughed a lot because of him.
I forgot myself and gave in everything because of him.
I believed in love because of him.
Now I'm HEARTBROKEN because of him.

Because of his lie, I'm suffering and he is going on with his life like nothing happened.

This is the second time I'm left alone..... Why every time this happens to me only....... I think I don't deserve love......I don't know what sin I have to deserve this.

I can't let go of him. I still loved him even if it was tearing me apart. Because he was the only reason that made me happy.

But..........

I have to forget him and move on. I cannot bear the pain anymore
It was like a knife inside my heart.
I just closed my eyes and cried silently hoping that a car would crash me and end my life. I just wanted to die. There was no reason for me to live.
Because my only reason left me.

I can't live in this world anymore if he not by my side.

One last time I wanted him to smile at me and hug me and say goodbye. That would be enough for me to close my eyes and rest in peace. But I knew he won't come......

Someone came and hugged me very tightly. By the voice, I could recognized who the person was....

"Y/N don't worry. I'm here for you. Let's go home. Everything will be okay".

When I opened my eyes, I saw the person in front of me was crying as well. I was kinda assured that someone was there for me.

She was my Best friend. No, I can say my sister who is always there for me in my good and bad times....... Her name is Aru.

"Y/N I'm giving you my shoulder. You can cry as much as you want. This time I won't laugh at you or call you a crybaby because this time I know you are suffering so much" she said while hugging and patting my back gently trying to clam me down.

"How did you know about this ? I didn't even told you ." I asked her while sobbing.

"I was just worried so I followed you and that's how I knew. Don't be embarrassed to cry. It's okay. It will ease your pain a little bit" she said hugging me more tightly.

I started to cry really hard in her arms like a baby who has lost his candy. She was continuously patting my back like a mother and I was crying like a baby.

5 years later...................

After that incident, I was a total different person. Now I was not a weak women. Now I was strong women who had the potential to crush her enemy. I don't have tears. All of them are now gone after that day. My smile also faded. I forgot how to laugh, how to be happy, how to smile,how to Love.

I lost my trust over this four letter word............LOVE
I don't believe in it. This word annoys me a lot. For me it was a total lie that I wanted to erase from my life and I did it.

I forgot how to be happy and how to love.
I was a very different person now.
I don't have a heart.
I don't have a smile.
I don't have happiness.

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My father gave his fashion business to me and now I am the CEO of my company. I'm very successful and very rich.
Aru work in my company as my secretary and we live together in a very big mansion.

"Y/N do you remember the deal which we have signed with The Park Group." Aru inquired with a questioning look.

"Yeah, I remembered. When do I have a meeting with them." I asked her not looking at her as I was busy with some papers.

"It's this weekend" she replied "But Y/N I want to tell you something important" she said and she seemed worried.

"What is it ?" I asked still busy with my papers.

"The President of Park Group is-"

"Park Jimin" I said cutting her off. She was shocked.

I continued "I knew it. There is no need to be worried Aru because he is no one to me. He is dead for me" her expression changed from worried to a concerned one. Then I continued with my paper work.

Hello my dear readers!!!!!!
So I want to tell you that this is my first time writing and I want to tell you that English is not my first language so I'm really very sorry for any mistakes.