JIMIN'S POV
I woke up panting hard trying to catch my breath. My heart was beating at a very fast rate. My face was full of sweat. Tears were rolling down from my eyes.
Again..... Why do I keep having this nightmare every night? I'm fed up with this...this is so painful to see her cheat on me... This hurts a lot...
"Please! Someone save me"
I got off from my bed and went towards the kitchen to drink a glass of water to calm me down. The time was around 3am
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I slowly opened my eyes and I found myself in my bedroom. I was feeling better now. I sat up and slowly all the memories from hours ago started to reply on my mind.
"OMG! What the hell Y/N. What's wrong with you? Why did you show your weaker side to him? Why did you hugged him? Why did you let him touch you? Why did you trusted him? ARRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!" I kept cursing myself. It was so embarrassing to only think.
How will I face him now? Would I be able to show up in front of him?
"AAAAARRRGGHHHHHH!!!! WHHHYYYYY YOU IDIOT. WHHHYYYYY!!!!!!"
"Why are you shouting so much bonehead?" Suddenly Aru entered with a tray of hot soup.
"I'm so embarrassed"
"Why all of a sudden?" She questioned placing the tray of soup in front of me.
"I CRIED IN FRONT OF HIM!!"
"So?"
"What so Aru? I showed him the weaker side of me and I was about to tell him my past..How am I supposed to appear in front of him? I'm always so cool in front of him but......UGGGHHHHH!!!! I don't know what to do!!!!"
"Don't act like a child Y/N. And don't be so shy. Their is nothing to be embarrassed about"
"WHAT??! How can you say this? I just cried in front of him. What am I supposed to do? Aru help me!!!"
"Y/N I don't think you should be acting this way. I don't think he will mock you for showing your weaker side. It's okay. You know, when you were unconscious, he asked me to inform him when you wake up but when I asked him why. Can you even imagine what he said?" She looked at the confused me, sighed and continued "he said I'm worried"
What? Worried? For me? Why?
For a moment I thought that he really cares for me. But this can't be.
"It must be some of his tricks"
"Y/N.. I saw it in his worried eyes. He was concerned. Maybe a little but he was for you. I'm not saying to trust him. He is a Playboy, I know. But for you I think he is different. These are just my thoughts. Don't kill me later." She stood up and stated walking towards the door. Before opening the door , she turned around to say something
"Y/N don't stress yourself. Just think carefully and don't forget to finish the soup"
"Okay mom" she then smiled and left.
"I'll think later" I finished the soup and then drift off to sleep
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Next morning:-
"Wake up you sleeping beast" Aru shouted
"Please don't shout and give me 5 more minutes"
"You've been saying this for 15 minutes"
I sat on my bed rubbing my eyes. I'm awake now.
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