adopted | dancemoms

23. good morning

Its been two years since the whole incident with Abby and Melissa.

Im a 17 year old girl who attends SouthBridge High School, A private art school located in Boston which allows me to learn more about my passion of filmography. Hopefully being at this school will allow me to become a somewhat normal teenager.

The ALDC travel team for our age was disbanded a year ago, after all the drama and troubles that Abby went through, she couldn't handle anymore pressure. I was her number one priority and I enjoyed that feeling. I was still best friends with Mackenzie. We would do everything together. But she decided to pursue her dreams of becoming a singer/actor so she moved away to LA last month and we havent talked so much since. I heard that she has a new boyfriend.
Me and Kendall also havent been speaking much lately, ever since she moved to LA aswell. I swear the saying "LA changes you" is somewhat true. She was really mean to me out of nowhere and I really didnt need anymore negative energy in my life so we both decided to end being friends mutually and just say hi once in awhile. She also has a new boyfriend im pretty sure.
Speaking of boyfriends, me and Hayes have been talking lately. We arn't together or anything but i would be lying if I said that I didnt have any feelings towards him.

And now for the "dark" part I know you all have been waiting for. I'm still secretly on anti depressant pills. Ive taken so many these past 3ish years that I cant really stop now. But they make me happy and give me that hope that I can keep going on in life so thats the reason why i still take them. Also, me and Melissa have gotten on good terms now. It took me awhile to realize how much of a bitch I was to her and how I treated her wasn't right. A lot of my depression had acted on that night making me result in the anger I showed towards her. But I apologized and thankfully she accepted it and apologized back. Shes like my second mom from Abby, and im thankful for that.

So here I am today, focusing on myself and my friendships and relationships that still remain, Hoping i dont screw up again.

Now I think i've caught you all up to date-  its been awhile and we should get back to the story now  :)

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

i turned over my bed to turn off the alarm on my phone. quickly falling asleep right after.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

"OKAY OKAY" i groaned and I sat up on my bed, turning of my alarm once again.

Jheez I always forget that I set like 7 alarms in the morning.

I yawned and rubbed my eyes.
The windows behind my bed still showed signs that it was dark outside, but I could see a small glare of light indicating that It was almost morning.

I picked up my phone off my wireless charger and looked at the lock screen which read 5am.

oh my god. it's saturday. why did i set so many alarms?

I groaned and facepalmed myself for realizing how stupid I was. Now that i was awake, I couldn't fall back asleep.

I turned off my remaining 5 alarms that were set and scrolled though Instagram for the next hour, occasionally hopping onto snapchat to send a few snaps to the other early birds.

All of a sudden my phone started buzzing in my hand crazily and blared out  a harry styles voice.

"HI ITS ONE DIRECTION. SOMEONES CALLING YOU, ANSWER THE PHONE. UNLESS YOU DONT LIKE THEM. THEN YOU CAN JUST PRETEND YOU DIDNT HEAR ME. WHICH I WOULD NEVER DO TO ANYONE BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE MEAN. UNLESS THEY SMELL."