My Randomness

My Story

Prepare your tissue box because I cried thinking about it.(Again).

I will tell you everything that I have been feeling, what this caused, and the story itself.

So lets get into it.
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Mean Girl 1: Jezabell
Mean Girl 2: Heather
Backstaber : Jewel
"Fake Love": Ryan
Verbal abuser: Coach B.
Midget bully  : Pigeon

Boyfriend   : Dom
Best friend : Jani

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It all started when I came to my current school. I had gotten to my class. It consisted of 10, 3 year olds.
  (It's been awhile bear with me)

4 students are main characters. Keep them in mind.

Jezabell and Heather would occasionally tease me and call me names. Kick me out of games. Tell me I wasn't good enough. But it never phased me back then because I never believed them. So I ignored them.

It was bearable until a girl came to my school. I back then(and still am) a social introvert.

So getting along with others was hard. So I stayed in the corner of the playground alone, on the swings alone, and just in general alone. Its how I liked it but I thought
"Ooh new student why not change myself and make friends"
(Forshadow worst decision I ever made. Continue)

So 2 days after she arrived. I talked to one of my only friends at the time. Jani and she kept telling me to go and talk to her. (More Forshadow worst plan ever. Continue.)

So I did(Like the idiot I was). We became friends, and soon became "Best Friends". I think that relationship moved to fast.

So I gave her my full utter trust. Until she started getting hate from Jezabell and Heather. Telling me she was a bad person.

So I ignored them.

I told her everything. She was hanging with others a lot and I started noticing I would get glares from people. They weren't nice glares.

So I asked Jani why everyone was basically against me. I come to find out that 1 of my deepest secrets had been told to Jezabell and Heather. And apparently it got out.

I was heartbroken. I remember telling her I didn't want to be friends. And I remember so vividly crying myself to sleep every night.

The next day I was forced to be her friend. I felt sympathy(Forshadow I couldn't give a BLEEP about her now. Continue.) for her.

At the end of 5 grade. April 29th, 2015, my life took a dive for the worst. I got in a relationship with a verbally and emotionally abusive boy. (He had a few screws loose)

I remember people started picking on me more than before. Mainly my so called "Friend" had a crush on him to.

There was one sentence I remembered from that time that has never left me. Because it hurt me so bad. She sad to me,
   "Once you break up with Ryan he's mine"