Beautiful Faces {b.f - book 1} ➳ Christian Collins

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"I had no idea you could cook.." I said to Troye as I ate another spoon full.

"Its just soup Lynn, calm down." Luke sighed.

"Yea, to YOU its soup, she tastes liquid gold because she pregnant.." Jacob laughed.

"What does her being preggers have anything to do with it? Can't my cooking just be good?" Troye asked deffensivley.

"Again, I repeat its just soup." Luke said to Troye as he got up for another bowl.

"Because she pregnant her taste is like.. enhanced or some shit.. she'll have weird cravings too, So watch out from that." Jacob finished, following Luke to the kitchen.

"And you know this, how?" Chris asked suddenly.

I jumped, I had almost forgotten he was laying beside me on the couch.

"About 14 years ago my sister Sierra was born. But before that I had to look after my mother because my dad was never there. Everything I know relating to babies is because of her." Jacob smiled and sat down beside me.

"That's sweet that you took care of her." I said before I started to eat my soup again.

"Oh yea, sooooooo sweet, Romeo." Luke laughed.

"Hey, I'd like to see you try to take care of a pregnant woman!" Jacob laughed back.

"That's all were going to be doing for 6 months!" Troye cut in. After that, we were all laughing.

I thought my pregnancy was going to make things worse, harder. But all In all, it kinda brought us closer. Here we were, just hours after I had found out I was having a child, joking about it, eating soup, no one fighting. Just having a god time. I looked around the room, Luke sitting across from me with his hand on his mouth laughing so hard I thought he'd spit out everything he was eating, Troye sitting criss cross on the floor beside Luke's legs shaking his head with a smile on his face, Chris laying on the couch beside me, his head on my lap laughing into my knees, and Jacob sitting on my other side with his arm around me smiling down at me. These were boys I never once thought I'd have in my life, they were all so sweet and kind and trustworthy and I loved them all so much... different love for some of them, but love over all. I rested my head on Jacob's shoulder and played with Chris' hair. Not once in my life did I ever think I would have 2 of the most wonderful boys on the planet. Two boys who both liked me, who both wanted me and i wanted them. But I knew I could only have one.. I just didn't know who to choose. and frankly I didn't want to choose. I wanted it to stay in this moment forever. Where I'm single but still taken by both of them, sitting here eating liquid gold with my two besties. These were the moments I'd hoped for my whole life, and now that I had them.. I didn't want to let them go.

I put my hand on my stomach, thinking about how blessed this baby would be.. having so much love. I already knew. I already knew she or he would have 4 amazing guys to look after her or him and one clumsy, awkward, loving mother who would always be there for her.

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It was 3 in the morning and my eyes were wide open. I couldn't sleep at all, I was thinking too much. I was worrying too much.

What were Troye and Luke talking about downstairs?

were they even talking?

were they asleep?

Why'd they both choose to sleep down stairs on the couches?

Was it to talk about me?

bad things about me?