Baby
Mabilis ang panahon.Nagising ako habang sinasakay ako sa ambulansya.Hindi ako nag atubiling buksan ang aking mga mata.My head is aching at pakiramdam ko may likidong dumadaloy sa kamay ko. Maybe its my blood
"She needs to be checked immediately! Maraming dugo ang nawala sa kanya!"
Boses ni denisse ang narinig ko.I thought umalis na siya. Dahil sa sobrang pagod at panghihina nakatulog akong muli.
Nagising ako dahil sa amoy ng mga chemicals. As I open my eyes I wish that seth will be the first person I want to see but realization hit me.Seth already leaved me.
Im lying in the bed with white pillows and white sheets sorrounded by the white walls.Im in the ospital and I'm verry disappointed. Bakit buhay pa ako? May ibang tao na nangangailangan ng buhay pinagkakaitan samantalang ako gusto ko nang mamatay hindi pa pinagbibigyan.
Bumukas ang pintuan at may pumasok. It was denisse my beloved bestfriend.Ang kanyang mga mga mata ay namumugto na para bang galing sa matinding pag iyak
"Gising ka na pala. Bumalik ako kanina para sana magsorry pero natagpuan kitang walang malay.Are you okay now? May masakit ba?"
"I'm okay I'm just wondering why I am still breathing"
"You're breathing because you're alive! Please sam don't do this again! I think it's my fault! I shouldn't leave you earlier! Im so sorry"
"Don't cry denisse.I'm not worth your your tears.Don't blame yourself it's my choice.I choose to end my life to end also this pain"
"You don't have to do this.You dont have to end your life. It's okay to cry but you have to moved on.Moving on is your only option because if you don't, you will wind up being stuck wherever you are"
I was about to talk pero bumukas ang pintuan at pumasok ang isang lalaki.Maybe a year or a two older than me.His wearing a white coat maybe this is my doctor.
"Good evening ladies.Ms ferrer im your doctor I'm Mr Kyle Salazar. The accident didnt cause too much injuries in you and also in your baby. Mabuting nadala ka sa ospital ng maaga.End your worries your baby is safe malakas ang kapit"
"What?! A baby? Im pregnant!"
"Yes.You're five weeks pregnant.Maiwan ko na kayo pupuntahan ko lang yung iba kong pasyente"
Im so shocked sa sinabi ng doktor.Di ko na namalayan na tumutulo na yung mga luha ko
"Oh my god denisse I'm pregnant!May anak kami ni seth! I have a baby! Paano kung namatay ako nang tuluyan?! dalawa kaming mawawala! Oh my god! Ang sama ko! I'm so sorry baby!
"Kalma ka lang sam.Tapos na ligtas na kayong dalawa.Tahan ka na wag ka nang umiyak makakasama yan sa baby mo"
"I don't know what to do"
"Alagaan mo lang ang sarili mo. Tutulungan kita di kita papabayaan. You have to rest sam I'm so sure you are exhausted"
Tumango na lang ako at ipinikit ang mga mata ko.
Yeah I'm so tired.I need to sleep but this time i want to wake up even if it still hurts, for the sake of my baby.I'll be allright one day, someday. Just not today.
