my truth!

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I woke up today to the truth about me!

I love to hold on to old things even if I get new better things, I love to hoard, even when I don't need these things or they are of no importance to me anymore....

And my excuse has always been that I don't like to share but the truth is that I let jealousy play out well through me and it is not fair!

Most people or things I hold back or hoard deserve better....they deserve more love,more kindness and more attention than I can offer.

The truth is that I'm and have never been afraid of loneliness I'm only truly afraid of abandonment, and I'm too coward to admit it, I am so scared that they may leave me and never return because they may start loving the 'new' better.

But today I have made a choice to choose different from today.....I will let them go and they leave and if they never return its either their time has elapsed with me or that they've have chosen different and either ways I promise to be happy for them regardless.
#InnerHappyNurturing.

                                     05/08/2018
                                           Mel_

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