Awful Monday | Max and Harvey fan fiction

chapter 4

Y/N POV

"Y/N can you come downstairs please." Sara said

"Yeah sure." I said

"what is SHE doing here?!" Max said

"Well this is your new sister Y/N." she said

"We know who she." Max said

"Oh, are you friends?" Sara asked

"Me and Y/N are." Harvey said

"And I don't like her!" Max said

"What did I do to you Max?" I asked

"You know what you did!" he said

"You'll be soon friends." Sara said

"Well if I have to live with you at least not talk to me!" Max said

"With pleasure!" I said

I just ran upstairs go in my bedroom and lock the door. Why does it have to happen to me first mom now dad... again I was in tears. Why can't I have a normal..better life?

I heard a knock on my door 

"Go away!" I said while crying

"What's wrong?" Harvey asked

"I don't want to talk about it."I said

"I won't leave until you open the door." he said

"Fine!" I said 

I opent the door. And cried mom..dad everyone leaves me no one cares about me I'm just some trash laying on the floor. I am not good enough I want to die leave this stupid world and go to mom and dad..

"What do you want?" I asked

"I wanted to see if your okay" he said

"Well you see I'm not can I now just die." I said but the last thing I whispered I don't want them to be worried. but I think he heard it.

"Wait why?" he asked

"I said I don't want to talk about it!" I screamed

"Well I leave you alone until you want to talk about it." he said

"Thanks." I whispered 

I was going to my bathroom and started cutting 2 cuts on each arm. I saw the blood dripping on the floor it hurts. But I deserve it, it was my fault my father died. If I just got from school to home he lived still..

"Y/N dinner is ready!" Sara screamed from downstairs

"Coming!" I screamed back

Oh no I can't let them see this I will put a hoodie on they won't see it I hope. I was going downstairs but I forgot to put makeup on my eyes that you didn't see I cried, but now it's too late I can't do anything about it.

"Y/N have you been crying?" Sara asked

"Um no I wasn't crying." I lied 

"Well I can see it you don't have to lie." she said

"I'm sorry." I said

"It's okay." she said

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"Can I go to the lake?" I asked

"Sure." Sara said

I was sitting on the floor and throwing stones in the lake. then someone was sitting next to me 

I looked and It was..

WHO WAS SITTING NEXT TO YOU GAHlHVIEH 

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