My Dreams Came True (A Liam Payne Fanfic)

CHAPTER 18

SAM'S POV

"you guys probably want an explanation don't ya?" I sighed and they nodded and I looked at Lacey who gave me a reassuring look. "well yeah you guys were gone for fucking three and a half hours!!" Liam said in a annoyed and angry yet sad and upset tone. "Well you guys might want to take a seat this is probably going to be a long explanation" I said threw a sigh. After they all took their seat. I kept looking at my hands when I spoke. "I have had serious anger problems since I was little. I would literally slap people when I was in the first grade." I paused. "When I kept geting worse I had to control it so my mom after school I would go to the gym and I would get my anger out that way and I have been doing that ever since I can remember. Shannon ever since I met her she just put my anger threw the roof." I let out a shaky sigh. "I- um about a year ago I was at the gym and I-um... I-um..."

LACEY'S POV

"I- um about a year ago I was at the gym and I-um... I-um..." she looks at me and I nod for her to keep telling. All of the boys were just looking at her like she's god or something. She let out yet another sigh and ran her hand threw her hair nervously. "I-um was at the gym and I was messing around with the punching bag and a guy came up to me and said "hey I am tom. Do you wanna be a boxer?" then I said "sure what the hell but I can't do it regularly because my mom can't know and I do have a busy schedule!" "that's fine with me I want to see your talents on what you can do I am free most of the time and I'll tell you when I am not!" he said with a smile. "okay then I guess you have a deal then!!" we shook hands and that's how everything started about a year or so ago." she paused and let out yet another sigh. "I have been in a cupple matches and I won all of them" a small smile appeared then I disappeared as soon as I came. "I have been keeping this a secret because I didn't want anyone to think of me different."

SAM'S POV

"....I didn't want anyone to think of me different." I took in a sharp breath. "I normally when it's not that bad I just grab my headphones and put in heavy metal or something like that to get my mind away from what ever mad me mad. But when ever I am near or even think of shannon she puts me over the edge. But ever since I met you guys I couldn't just walk away so when she got me mad I went when eather you weren't with us or I went at midnight. While everyone was asleep." I looked up and saw everyone starring at my with there moths agape but who could blame them. "When shannon was here earlier and it took four guys to get me off of her that's why and that's also why I stormed out of here after the cop left." I paused to let this sink in a bit. " but I couldn't keep it a secret anymore because I...I couldn't hide it any more it was eating me alive it was causing me more pain." tears were building up in my eyes. "I am sick and tired of people telling me what I should do and I should act like a lady. Well that's mostly my mother" I took a sharp breath in to try an hold my tears back. "when she gets drunk she calls me a worthless sluty Bitch and that no one ever wants to be near me." tears are starting to fall. " she..... she..... she pushes me over the edge when she does that she said I need to care for myself and the I need to act like a lady and dress like one. she is also the reason I....I....I...." I trailed off because this is another secret I have been hiding and Lacey is the only person to know. "I.... I cut myself because she would do this to me every night she was home she would hit me and scream at me. She would balm us not having money on me but she spends it all. I am sick of being told what to do with my life!" I got up and I ran I ran to my one and only hiding spot witch is my dad's garden. He had to hid that to from my mother because she said 'that's not what men do are you gay or something?' he really loved to garden he really did he said it was his was to get his mind off of things. He brought me to the garden when my mom was out and I go there to get my mind off of things and to sit there when I have nothing better to do and listen to the birds and any other animal that disides to come around. I love this place. I honestly don't know why I ran but here I just need fresh air I guess. Lacey knows where I am. I am glad I told them that I am boxer I needed to get it off of my chest I just hope they don't think of me differently I seriously hope not! God I am such a mess right now I don't know what to do. That's another reason why I came here is to see what my dad would do in this situation he always knew what to do. He would always in his little ways tell me what I should do. There's two benches and one swinging bench that is attached to two willow trees. I am currently sitting on it and it looks over the entire garden. There's rustling in the flowers and out come a cat not just any cat it was my cat named Bob. Me and my dad found him about a year before he left for his business trip and Bob was just a kitten so he's been here for six years now. Bob always comes to me and he just loves to be in your presence. He just sits in your lap and listens to you. Even when you don't wanna talk somehow he makes you wanna talk to him. When Bob comes up to me he hops on my lap and I pet him. I sit there for a while until I hear another rustling but this time it was by the entrance when out came Liam. What the hell how did he find me here???