nostalgia ┊❁ཻུ۪۪⸙

10 : 45 p.m.

a sadistic's thoughts-

if i had to say a few reasons
on why i love you so
dearly.

i would say that-

i love the way you hurt me, without even knowing.

i love the way even if you do, i feel secure around you.

i love the way your words cut sharp through my heart.

i love the way your voice strangles my thoughts.

i love the way you smile and laugh, knowing that you love to see my pain.

and i let you.

i love the way that you're so distant, it lures me in without a doubt.

im in love with the pain, i know.
tragic thing is, yes,
im in love with the pain
but i was never in love with you.

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lmao, i don’t know why i’m
still publishing '-'
no one reads dis anyways but lemme
be an annoying potato and
keep posting :}}