To us the survivors

Love you to Death

Today was a day like no other. I wake up check my phone and text my friends. I take a shower, make my bed, and eat breakfast. I go to my special place and relax.

I miss her. Miss her eyes, her soft skin, the good morning kisses and goodnight kisses. I miss her touch. I curse that day she left. That day life took her away from me. I'm not a holy man nor am I a killer. But sins I have made. Are those sins the cause for her departure?

I remember screaming at sky. Asking God why she was gone. Why she wasn't there with me. All my family judged saying men don't cry. I didn't care. She was my girl I had the right to cry. She was the reason I was living. But they took her away from me. All because of how I looked. I couldn't go on a date with her because I didn't want her to get hurt. But she didn't care. She loved me, my imperfections, my flaws, she loved me for me.

I promised her we would be together forever. But her parents made us break it.

I wouldn't  sleep and when I did I wished I never woke up. I understood the consequences of dating a girl in that situation and I didn't care. I loved her because she saw what I didn't. She made everything look better. She would give reason to everthing. That day we broke up she knew ahead of time. So she wrote me a left and left it on that special place. The letter read:

Dear Christopher,

Today as you know my parents made us break up. I told you once, that the Lord has reasons for everything and I'm pretty sure this situation also has one. Maybe we thought we were perfec5 together but the Lord thought other wise. But I wont love anyone like I did you. I enjoyed every second of it when we were together. Each time we texted I would always smile at your jokes. I felt that I would just talk about my problems and that you didn't care...but you did. I am thankful for that. You showed me to live and love. Something I thought I couldn't do. This break up hurts me. School is a big must. But if you wish we would wait until we're older and we cpuld get back together. But if you wish to be friends that's alright here. I just want your happiness. Like the one you always gave me.

With lots of love and tears

your ex/friend/bestfriend/lover/And support,

Sabrina

I love that girl. Even now 5 years laterwe still kept that promise. We are still there for each other. Till death shall break us apart. She's mine and I'm hers. The world could criticize us but what matters is that we are happy. The rest could go away. What only matters is us.