im so fucking mad right now .
basically , im in love .
im just so fucking scared he'll leave me for her .
i dont understand why he would bc shes the fucking worst .
i cant lose him .
not again .
i dont think im good enough .
im crying now fuck .
i miss him .
she likes him , and it kills me bc of the fact that theyre still friends , but i dont want them to be , as selfish and greedy as that sounds .
im just scared okay .
im so scared .
i love him so much .
why am i so in love ?
