Compatible Hearts

Unrequited feelings

 I finally settled down in a spot a few floors up from where I had ran into Markus and North, I didn't want to bother them any longer because I could tell they wanted to talk about something more than just the art that Markus had made.                                                                                                           

I found a old conference room and sat in there all by myself, being alone meant I had time to think about the events of the past few days, only a week or so ago Markus showed up at Jericho and without him we would still have been in hiding living in fear of being reset. He saved us, not just the members of Jericho at the time but every android in all of Detroit at least, we knew one day a savior would come and that he did.

  I just wish I knew how to tell him how much he means to me, it seems a lot of androids are finding lovers just like any normal person would but I'm afraid I'm falling for the wrong one, Markus and North have been together for a while now. I mean, they did kiss to show that they truly had sentient feelings for each other and the public luckily believed them. Its just so weird how I can go one day thinking I would never be capable of that kind of feeling to then falling into it to deeply. I never understood heartbreak but seeing the person who changed your view on the world, the person who you just have am undying love for, the person you would die for, seeing that person with someone else is truly heartbreaking, I never thought I would have to deal with these things but here I am dealing with it now.

 Anyway, North and Markus are right for each other, they clicked from the moment they met and have always stuck together even though disagreements, North deserves him though after all she has been through, I'm truly happy for them don't get me wrong, I just can't help these pining feelings I have inside.

 I sit back in the chair and close my eyes for a second, it was peaceful for once in this crazy life, I finally have what I wanted but a peaceful world doesn't feel complete without him, yet at the same time trying to get him would bring a war that I can't risk taking. The last thing any of us need is anymore of that, we already dealt with a lot of it so for now while I may not be the greatest at dealing with this emotion, I refuse to tell anyone in fear of bringing down the groups high spirits, and anyway, I've always been good at hiding away instead of facing the problem head on.

AUTHORS NOTE: Sorry I haven't been writing at all and sorry this chapter kinda sucks I just have been busy and not motivated to write lol, if I messed up any of the spelling or grammar don't call me put because I wrote this super fast and will be correcting is later.