Brainwashed hodophile

Caged

you built these walls around you
to try to encage yourself
turning your back to the world
forever refusing all help
your fears they surrounded you devoured all your soul 
left you broken into pieces
impossible to be made whole
your tears they became rivers
until they drowned your body
and you just let yourself lie
dying on your own folly
the depression it destroyed you
left you empty and closed off
until all memories of us you simply forgot
every time I came to the prison trying to get you free
trying to reach you
but you no longer saw me
you closed your mind and body
let your heart just freeze
watched me outside the bars
begging you not to please
I constantly tried and failed
your empty eyes they watched
it broke my heart to see you
I prayed for it to stop
so I come tonight  again
not to set you free
I come to say goodbye
but you can't even hear me
I cry as I watch you
but I have to turn away
long gone are the days
in your arms I would stay
when I leave you I am empty
completely closed myself off
all the pain and memories
just like you I forgot
I create walls around me
to keep everything away
I make my heart go cold
so I no longer feel the old way
I become  what you are
what I once did fear
no emotion escapes me
not even a single tear
I don't think
I will ever understand 
just what happened to us
how did two so happy and free souls
became closed off and unloved
now these bars surround us
behind them we die
they keep in our dark secrets
we recoil inside
lock all our emotions then
through away the key
the world outside aches for us
but the bars don't  let us see
we built them to get away
thinking there we will rest
but these bars slowly kill us
they are just cages for the depressed
we will rot in these cells we have made
we will tie up ourselves in chains
because the reason we are behind these bars
inside me have gone insane.