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Taeyong woke up to the sound of rain hitting his window. Blinking tiredly, he tilted his head up towards his window to see it was raining heavily outside. The boy slowly tried to move, but felt sore all over all the sudden and hissed in pain. He thought back to what happened last night and froze. Slowly, he looked down at his body under the covers and hesitatingly lifted his shirt to see bandages. His eyes widened. He thought it was a dream, he thought he didn't actually do it. He actually did it, he hurt himself.
'I hurt myself.' Taeyong thought.
He closed his eyes and suddenly the image popped back into his mind from last night. The blood, the cuts, the pain became vivid. He wanted to cry all over again, but didn't because he knew his eyes didn't have anymore tears to shed for awhile.
Taeyong stiffly turned over, expecting to see someone on the other side, but no one was there. On that, Jaehyun hasn't even come to him for the past days. Taeyong then remembered they had a guest room, and he was in there last. A shaking sigh released from his chapped lips because his voice doesn't seem to be working.
"Will you come back Jae?" He whispered to himself suddenly.
"No." Taeyong was shook at his own doing.
It was starting again, the talking back to himself. The random thoughts in his head that would randomly speak themselves.
"Damn it! I told you to not talk anymore!" Taeyong yelled at nothing but air.
"Yea yea but the real problem is Jae isn't coming back."
"Yes He is."
"No he's not."
"Yes."
"No."
"YES."
"NO!"
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" He sat up with a jolt and yelled as he put both hands on his ears.
Then the voice stopped. The voices stopped, but he knew not for long. He fell back into bed and painfully heated tears started streaming down his cheeks. He didn't feel like crying, but it seemed like his eyes did. He started feeling a headache coming along and groaned in pain. He hurt all over and didn't want anything but silence and sleep.
