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Taeyong woke up to the bright light entering his room from his window. He exhaled in sleepiness and turned over on his back to see Jaehyun wasn't beside him. He must've gone to work. Taeyong lied on his back and closed his eyes. He felt drowsy again, but not until his voice spoke up.
"Jaehyuns working all day and you've been doing nothing but sleeping."
"Shut up its not my fault I cant get a job because of your annoying ass."
"It's your ass, and Jaehyuns always getting things for you and worrying about you, what have you done for him?"
Taeyong thought for a moment. He stared at the ceiling and didn't know how to answer.
What have I done for Jaehyun? I've never gotten a job. I've never gotten money by myself.
I then felt a tear run down my cheek. I didn't know why I was crying, I just felt like it. More came and landed on my pillows.
"Your right, I'm a burden aren't I?"
The voice didn't answer back because it knew it won. The dark thoughts case to Taeyong and he looked down at his wrist. He stared at the scars, scars made by himself.
No no I can't, I promised Jaehyun I wouldn't do it again.
I started crying even more. I turned to my side and started bawling my eyes out. I let it all out, I felt the weight being lifted off my shoulders with every tear.
I swore I heard the door open downstairs but I didn't care. I didn't care if he robbed me, I didn't care if he even tried to kill me. All I felt like was useless and trashy and all the nicknames in high school came back.
"What a fag- get out of here!"
"Oh my god is he actually gay? What a fucking weirdo"
"Look at him- he must have a eating disorder or something"
"You should just die!"
"Fatass!"
"Taeyong is gay! Taeyong is gay!"
"Taeyong is..."
The voices started to echo and I started hearing one up close.
"Taeyong"
"TAEYONG!"
I instantly jolted awake at someone shaking me. I was shivering, and I was shaking violently. I couldn't see anything around me my eyes were so blurry and they hurt so badly. I felt large arms wrap around me and I felt myself being developed in a warm hug. I felt so at peace at this moment that all my thoughts settled and I started letting out the breath I didn't even know I was holding.
"Sh she breath Tae breath....your okay." He kept repeating as his large hands ran through my hair. I could tell by the voice and the touch that it was Jaehyun, I didn't even have to ask, but wasn't Jaehyun suppose to be at work? Wasn't he suppose to be working at this hour?
"Jae-" I choked out.
"What is it baby? What's wrong? Why were you crying?" He toward over me and I knew I looked like a wreck. Ive been crying all morning.
"W-why are you...not a-at work" I stuttered out.
"I'm working from home from now on, don't worry." He said softly pushing my now wet banks away from my face.
"Why were you crying baby?" He asked in whisper.
My breaths were still quivering and my lungs felt like there gonna have another outburst soon. My eyes were heavy all the sudden and I clenched my chest in pain as my heart hurt.
"I-I was beginning to t-think I-i was a b-burden." I said choking on sobs.
"Oh no no baby no-" he developed me in a tight hug and I was facing his broad chest as he held me. "Your not a burden at all Taeyong, I love taking care of you, providing for you, and worrying for you." He said slowly.
"W-why-" I sobbed out.
"Because I love you that's why." He said with ease still trying to calm me down.
I didn't know when but I passed out in Jaehyuns arms. I felt at peace again hearing those words, they banged at my heart as I let them in and embraced it.
