A Warehouse Full of Memories || BTS x Reader

Future Plans

Ch.53

Namjoon has been stressing out about the future of the gang. It was settled that they would manage without Seokjin, but now they won't even have Yoongi. The leader and everyone agreed that Yoongi should go into the military without question. Not only is it his duty, but no one wanted to see him in prison. That'd be another criminal level that you never wanted any of the members to experience. Yoongi's already done a lot of illegal things so you hoped the military would help him. He still hated the idea of going. He just wasn't going to avoid it now because of the requests of his fellow members.

While Seokjin and Yoongi knew what they were going to do, Namjoon was clueless. Taehyung was extremely worried about what was going to happen to the gang and it didn't make Namjoon feel better. Hoseok, Jimin, and Jungkook didn't worry too much about it. They figured that their leader was capable of fixing this. It felt like the exact opposite from what you were seeing. Namjoon had been bottling up his feelings of Seokjin leaving and can't hold it in any longer. He was letting you see this side of him because he didn't want his members to see him exploding like this. All he wanted was to talk to someone close who knew of the gang but wasn't in it.

When you woke up, Namjoon texted you that he was outside of your apartment. You cleaned yourself up as fast as you could. As soon as you opened the front door, he was standing right there with a nervous face. He became relieved to see you though. He told you he'd explain better after you come with him. From there, you got on his bike with him and went over to the porridge restaurant he liked so much. The two of you were going to discuss the gang. Namjoon just needed help coming up with something and probably needed someone to rant to. That's why you're here with Namjoon. Sitting in the pleasant restaurant with Namjoon across from you, not touching his hot food.

"I needed to talk to someone who wasn't a member," Namjoon admitted, staring down at his porridge.

"I'm your person." You smiled at him. "You can tell me anything."

"Right..." Namjoon nodded.

"You're really stressing out over this." You worriedly watched him move around his spoon. He couldn't bring himself to sleep and he looked tired. He didn't get enough sleep last night then.

"Yeah, it's eating at me." Namjoon leaned back in his seat. "I just don't want the gang to end. I can't let it end just yet. We're a family and we haven't been with each other for that long, but it's like I've grown up with every one of them. We're just like brothers."

"You guys have an amazing bond with each other. Especially after everything you guys have gone through," You stated. The male across from you took in a deep breath. He let his thoughts run around in his mind and tried to grab onto a single one to talk about.

"I know I told Seokjin to become a model and leave for Australia, but I don't want him too." Namjoon closed his eyes. "I tell myself it's fine, but I still hate the idea of him leaving. Hyung has taught me a lot and I can't imagine two years without him. And without Yoongi either."

He bit his lip. Namjoon was in his own world as he spoke to you. Everything he said came from the heart. It was like a flood of emotions to hear all of this for the first time. He didn't even tell Hoseok how worried he was for the gang since Hoseok wanted to become a hair dresser. Namjoon wanted his friend to accomplish his dreams and didn't want to guilt him into staying. He truly is a good leader. He thought about the others before himself. But you needed him to remember that taking care of himself is important too because if he doesn't then he's just being reckless. Namjoon was hurting a lot to think of the gang separating.

"I don't want to let Taehyung down. I want the gang to stay together too, but it's hard imagining someone else joining." Namjoon shook his head. "They'd be replacing Seokjin and Yoongi and I hate that. Jimin once said himself that he wouldn't accept any more additions. Our family is perfect the way it is."