Johnny's pov
(2 weeks after the whole they can't be with the Ziegler's)
I'm so heartbroken. I can't be with kenzie..and our baby. This is all my fault, I shouldn't yelled at her
"Johnny hey oh um sorry, I should had knock but your mom let me here" Annie said smiling but quickly looked down
I realised I didn't have a shirt so I put one fast.
"You have seen me without a shirt many times anns"
She blushes and tried to hide it but I saw it. I Laughed at her. " okay I'm decent"
" I really care about you Johnny. And I know what's going on is hard on you. I just have one question. Do you like kenzie?" Annie finished with a frown.
It takes me a moment to understand what she's trying to tell me. I stood up walk up to her.
" of course I love her..just she has hurt me a lot." I told her truthfully
Annie smiled. That's smile, I fell in love with that smile with a beautiful personality. I grabbed her hand kiss it and said " I'm sorry i-" but got cut off with a kiss.
I just stood there until I finally grabbed my hands on her hair pull little bit. She moan and that's when I lost it.
" I still love you"
Mackenzie pov:
" Maddie. Why do I keep messing up my relationship with Johnny?"
Is like all I do is mess up. Every time when it seems like is going great, I mest it up.
" kenz you dont-"
" ow oh god Maddie it hurts"
"oh my God oh my God oh my God I think my water just broke!!" I yelled at maddie
Maddie immediately got up and start calling my mom grab my stuff and we ran to the car.
" mom is going to the hospital and I just called Johnny and he's on his way with Annie and Lauren" Maddie explain
Ow what the fuck. Why does this hurt so much! I feel like I'm dying. I felt something warm.
" MADDIE I'M BLEEDING" I cried
Oh my god. This is it! I'm actually dying.
" kenzie, stay calm we're almost at the hospital!"
Calm! Stay Calm."MADDIE STAY CALM FOR FUCK SAKE I'M BLEDDING. MY BABBYYY" I start to cry.
I cant handle the pain and the darkness slowly Takes Over Me.
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" Oh my god please help my daughter!!"
" what's wrong with her. Someone tell me"
" I love you"
For some unknown reason I can't open my eyes. I can hear them I just can't see them, oh my gosh did I just died.
Slowly I can see blurry faces.
" Mackenzie hello. How are you feeling"
I look up. The doctor is there and he's giving me a look. A sad look. What
" WHERE'S MY BABY" rigth when I yelled this Johnny comes running in.
" kenzie. I'm sorry. God I'm mess everything up. Kenz please I'm so sor-" I cut him off.
" what are you talking about? Where's my baby. Please I need her. God where is she." I cried. For some reason I know something is wrong. Why is not one talking.
Slowly my mom comes in. Her eyes, she's crying. I turn to Johnny and see he's crying. No no no no
"NO MY BABY PLEASE GOD NOOO" I scream. " NO PLEASE NO"
My head hurts. My body, I look down....no more bump. Where is my baby??
" Mackenzie we have to talk. Your baby"
I can't hear this. No please
" Mackenzie I'm so sorry but we lost her" those words killed me
"NOOOO MY BABY NOOO" I scream more and sob.
whyyy? Why? God? I'm so fucking sorry whyyy no my baby. My baby. Shes. gone.
"NOO PLEASE MY BABY" those are the only words coming out of my mouth.
She's gone..
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5 years later
The sky is a pretty color of grey. I guess they know it's a hard day for me.
Trying around seeing Johnny, I smiled at him while he grabs my hand. " 5 years huh. God I miss her" he whispers
Me too even though I never really met her. I think of everything that happend 5 years ago. She would be 5 today, going to kinder so soon. I knee down not really caring for my black dress getting dirty.
" hi baby. Hi I miss you. I'm sorry we couldn't save you. I wish you were here with us. Here celebrating live with us. Johnny and I miss you so much baby." I sob
My poor girl didn't had a chance to live. 5 years ago, my girl died. I was a young mom and my body really wasn't ready or prepare aswell my family has something were they have problems with pregnancy. I have gone to the doctor to fix it which I have. Just wish they told me that before she left.
" see you one day okay. I miss you Julianna Rose Orlando. " I kiss her tomstone. While Johnny says some words to our girl.
Johnny helping me up he rubs my swollen belly. 6 months in and this time I'm being in more care.
He's a boy and I know julianna would had been a good big sister.
John grabs my hand.
"Where are we going?" I asked him
" Somewhere now follow me" he says
I looked at him. I still can't belive this was ever going to happend. Our lives change for the best.
" I love you john"
" I love you kenzie"
I turn around again. " I love you Julianna" more tears fall.
That's my life I guess. I mean I met the love of my life.
He's mine
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OMG god. I'm crying, so sorry. Yes it's so freaking short but I really was so bored of this story and i guess I knew I had to end it. Yes it's sad, and it was so hard to write because it's too close to home. My mom lost her baby. I wasn't born yet and I would had 3 sisters but she died. I hate doing that but I had to. I made the first book a year ago on 7th grade. A year later in here in 8th. I'm currently writing a book but not fan fic. I will always ship jenzie just I'm kinda bored and I want to write books I like. I have got better in my writing sooo. Follow me on Instagram which is @ bbby.hessa
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أدب المراهقينJohn grabs my hand. "Where are we going?" I asked him " Somewhere now follow me" he says laughing I looked at him. I still can't belive this was ever going to happend. He's mine ~~~~~~~~ HEY GUYS so this the squel of BE MINE!! . This is my second b...
