The Dare

Confrontation part 2

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TRIGER WARNING!!! If you are easily triggered by mentions of rape or family violence, please skip or proceed with caution!!!
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"hey, what's going on?" I say walking up to Joshua.
"Can you hear him?" He pauses. "He's...crying... but he hurt us?"
"Maybe the question isn't who, it's why."
"What? What do you mean?"
"Why did he hurt us?"
"Oh~"
"Let me see." I say as I get infront of joshua. I knock on his door. "Hey hani, can we talk?" I hear him sniff away his tears before answering.
"Yeah sure!" I open the door and let Joshua in before me.
"Oh, both of you?"
"Why did you do it?" Joshua asks blunt but calmly.
"What?"
"Why did you kiss me, we wanna know."
"And Why did you tell him we were on a break?"
"I can't talk about this right now~" he says getting up trying to escape us, but I grab his arm with full strength.
"We just want answers jeonghan." I say in a low voice. He only groans in return and sits back down in defeat.
"I-i Dont know..." our silence ques him to continue. "Ugh I don't know! I actually don't! I just have this feeling inside making me do it! I like it when I kiss you! Hell I love it! And Joshua, I don't know, I suppose the thrill of hiding something from you was making me like that."
"And?"
"And what?!"
"The real reason jeonghan, you do that thing with your hair when you lie."
"What—Ugh Okay. But I don't fully understand."
"Go ahead"
"Well, I guess. Since my mom left when I was young... and...it was just me and my sister, my dad was always drunk. No matter how much I tried to help with anything my sister hated me for some reason..." he pauses and begins to shed a few tears. " I saved her from him. He tried to...hurt her...when he got drunk... but instead I sacrificed myself for her. And instead I was the one who got hurt, I...I was...he—he raped me...whenever he felt like it... and my sister took on drugs and stopped caring about me... I was never loved...by anyone...I didn't even go to school! I got my GED by myself! That's why I'm here...I...I'm sorry, I didn't want to turn into him...but look at me...look at what I've done...I'm just like my father..."
"You are not your father! I know you, you can never be... I think he taught you some things, like...this yes...but also it made you powerful! You're not afraid! Of anything or anyone! Because you are strong and you fought through it! You didn't give up! And we can help you be better with the rest! Okay? You are not your father, and you never will be! Trust me jeonghan, your best friend, boyfriend, oldest friend. Please~"
"Yeah you don't have to worry jeonghan, we don't have to tell anyone if you don't want to either! I'm sorry this happened to you, nobody deserves this, but...I forgive you..." I say confidently.
"Really? Oh my god I'm so sorry! I'm an idiot I shouldn't have dont that! I'm so sorry seungcheol!" He says wrapping his arms around me, squeezing me.
"Okay, so now what?"
"We should get ice cream." Joshua offers.
"Yeah! Ah that'd be nice, but! Seungcheol we can save you some, I think you have someone to talk to!"
"Right, maybe..."
"Just ask seungkwan! Everyone knows he's a romantic! He can help come up with something!" Jeonghan offers.
"Um okay, and sherbet please!" I say before running out the apartment down to room 009, seungkwans apartment!

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ok im sorry i feel bad! forgive me please!
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