I'm in this dark place and I can't breathe at all, I almost feel as if I'm suffocating.
"HELP."
my voice wasn't audible... I couldn't scream for help. what the fuck did I get myself into.... Sahara... always getting myself into some dumb shit.
Ethan
I walk into Saraha's house and I see Ryland passed out on the couch and I see Sahara on her back vomiting and barely breathing... I act quickly and turn her over to her side and she wakes up and throws everything up "Ethan?" "It's me baby, what the fuck were you thinking?!" I yell and she flinches "I'm sorry princess... let's get you to the hosp-" she interrupts me "FUCK YOU... i can't believe I trusted you.... I knew from the start that'd you hurt me... I never listen to myself.. you hurt me Ethan. You broke my heart. And I hate that I love you and I hate myself for saying it but I DO, I DO love you.." I look at her and see how puffy and red her eyes are...
I sigh "can i please take you to the hospital?"
"Don't you love me?"
I grunt "Sahara, I said let's go to the hospital." She puts her head down and I pick her up and carry her out to the car... the whole car ride there she didn't speak to me..
Do I love her? How can one so fragile and so beautiful such as herself love me? I don't even know what's it like to be loved....
Sahara has not looked at me once... we pull up to the hospital
"Look Sahara I'm so-" "save it Dolan. I'm fine, I'll see you sometime? Yeah?" I see her pretty little self go into the hospital not even hesitating to look at me...
"I love you too..."
A/N: sorry it's short and that it sucks, I'll be back to update but I'll have to get 7 votes & 7 comments. I'll see ya guys later
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Ecstasy || EGD
Fanfiction"Do you feel it?" "Yes... what'd you give me?" "It's called Ecstasy princess."
