Will you save me?

Part three: why??

Hajime POV

'Why is he doing this to himself?' I ran to him like I was the one to die if I don't, I grabbed he's hand and pulled him to the sink I found a wet cloth and started cleaning him without a word. Samon has he's head down low and I could still see the tears falling down he's face.

Once I was done I told him to go sit down and I'll clean the bathroom and now I was done with all the cleaning I went to go find him I looked everywhere but not the bedroom, so I went to the bedroom to hear him still crying. "Samon can I come in?" I didn't really want to budge in like I own the place or make him scared I could see he was scared already and he looked so weak so tired so..........................dead..and that's a word I hate I was lost in thought till I heard a yes, so I walked in and saw him on the bed crying 'why? Why him?' I walked to the bed and sat next to him "samon?"

He looked up at me tear stained face "why do you care I thought you hated me? You not supposed to care! No ones supposed to care or know!! How did you know out of people?" I couldn't really tell what he was feeling hurt? Anger? Sadness? Pain? I'm not sure but I just want it gone from my little monkey.............wait what the fuck did I just say!?!?! I can't believe it ok ok ok no I don't have feelings for samon!! Come on focus hajime focus!!

"As I said before I may not be the best person to talk to or best friend ok but listen I only want to help and I know it takes a while to stop ummm well this but I can help you stop it may take time and I know that but I'm patient trust me ok" I smiled but only little because I don't smile

Samon's POV

I sighed 'is he really trying to help me and not even know the reason I do this he does realise he's the one who done this to me?' I looked at him and and said you can try but it won't work..." I can't believe I fell in love with this stupid gorilla!!!!!!