Tell Me a Lie

Chapter Two

OK. So my girlfriend has rejected me. But only cause she is pregnant with someone else's baby. When I thought she was the one, when I thought she loved me. But obviously not. And now she gone and got herself knocked up at 19. I don't know how she's going to handle this. I want to stay and help, but what am I meant to do? She's all alone. Hell, I don't even know who the dad is!! So what, I just sit around till the baby's born and pretend I'm it's Dad? 

What do I do????

~Ashley's POV~

I am scared.

I am 19 years old, pregnant, and single. Well, at least I think I'm single. Zayn (yes, Zayn from One Direction) proposed to me this afternoon. Now I feel like a massive loser, rejecting him, and then telling him I was hving someone else's kid. I am such a slut. I can't believe I let this happen. It's all my fault.

I am sitting on the couch in my parents living room. I have just told them that I am having a baby. Mum's first reaction was a stiffled moan. Dad put his head in his hands and walked out of the room. After that, Mum burst into tears and sat down beside me, telling me it's going to be alright, I'm going to be a wonderful mother.

But I know she's wrong.

I can do this. I am not ready for a baby. I don't know how I am going to deal with this on my own. I just hope Zayn forgives me. Which, I know, is unlikely, but I just can't do this by myself. I might as well be a little kid and be having a child. I know ZILCH about rasing kids. I don't know whether to keep him/her or give him/her to an orphanage and start a whole new life somewhere else. 

But I know if I did that, I wouldn't be able to let go of the feeling that I have abandoned my own kid.

~Zayns POV~

I click on the contact named 'AshyBear' in my phone. I try to call her. She doesn't pick up. The usual voicemail message plays.

"Hey, you've called Ash, please leave a message and I'll get back to you soon," it plays. She sounds so happy. Happier than I've heard her in months.

I wish that a few months back I could have done something.

I feel like such a moron now. I tried to propose to my girlfriend. Who does that when you're not even twenty??? I was probably just so in love. But now I find out she's pregnant  with some random guy's kid -well, thats just rough. I really hate her now for thinking she can just go around to different people like that - but I also feel sorry for her. She is pregnant. She's only 19. Poor little Ash, so young and innocent. Who could have seen this coming?