Chapter Five

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~Ashley's POV~

I am so confused. Does Zayn love me or not? I rejected him, but he still seems to have feelings for me. And I don't think I feel the same.

I can't. I'm just not in love with him anymore. I think it's because of the person I cheated on him with. What I told Zayn yesterday was a lie. I do remember him. He had dusty brown eyes, soft dark brown hair, and a muscular build. We were going out for month behind Zayn's back. I feel so bad about that. Zayn would always take me out and kiss me and say he loved me. But I could never look him in the eye when I agreed. 

I wasn't happily in love. But Zayn was. That's why I couldn't just break up with him. He loved me so much, and I felt so bad whenever he tried to make the relationship more serious. I felt like I was betraying him. Which, I guess, I was. But I couldn't just break up the relationship. Thats why I decided to go out with a friend.

Who is One Direction's drummer.

Yes, I am pregnant with Josh Devine's baby.

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