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SDTG: 1

Chapter 1:

You wanna know a secret? Ok ok..

He's not my first love and I' m NOT his first love. Definitely not.

So what is it that made me love and cling to him this much?

Well, he's irritating, loud, and he's not sweet! He's weird, he smokes, he drinks, he goes clubbing on a weekday, and he fights and bullies a lot. Take not, A LOT. He's very moody and a bit blunt. Oh yeah, he even threatened to kill me. -- for short, HE'S A GANGSTER.

NO he's not a criminal, a mobster, a hoodlum or a thug. I have my own definition of a gangster you know..

I kind of pushed all of his bad traits. OK FINE. I'm sorry.

He's nice (at times), he lets me feel that I'm extra special (kinda), he protects his friends (true), gives freebies (true) WELL HE IS RICH YOU KNOW! And he's smart.. in a way. I mean in his own little way.

Well, let me clear this, it's not LOVED coz I STILL LOVE him. And yes, he threatened to KILL ME.

So let me start the story now. It was a very sunny afternoon and very boring too. I was logging on to my MSN account checking if my brother Nathan is on.

Well to my surprise, someone IMed me, and it wasn't my brother.

I am Sushi says: Bee, same place. OK?

Who the heck is I am Sushi? I have added him a loooong time ago but we don't chat. I don't even see him on.

Princess Athena says: uhh.. who's this?

I am Sushi says: Bullshit why are you like that?!

Why are you like that? What the heck did I do?? What's wrong with asking him who he is?!

Princess Athena says: seriously, I don't know you.

I am Sushi says: this is Kenji!!

Princess Athena says: OH! I don't know anyone named Kenji. 

I am Sushi says: I know you don't love me anymore but please. don't be like that. don't act like you never knew me at all..

I'm starting to get irritated. I'm bored, alone and his screen name is making me hungry! I won't get killed if I'll play a little right?

Princess Athena says: So what if I'm like this? what is it to you huh? A*shole

I am Sushi says: I'm really sorry. I love you! Athena let's fix this.. it's been 4 months.. please.. I miss you badly..

Princess Athena says: What if I don't want to? Can you do anything about it? LOSER. GET LOST!

I am Sushi says: don't say that.. I told you, I'm sorry. i know you're happy with him, but please.. meet me later.. I'll wait for you there. Whatever it takes.

Wow. He is pathetic. And I am enjoying this game. 

Princess Athena says: you wanna know something? I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW! WITH HIM BESIDE ME. LOVING AND CARING FOR ME! SO PLEASE STOP THIS NONSENSE AND GET LOST! IM GONNA LOG OUT NA!

I logged out. It was kinda fun playing with that sushi guy, but I feel bad, coz he seemed serious.. oh well I don't know him, so what?

After an hour, my BESTEST-ok-no-such-word-FRIEND texted me to go to starbucks BF.

I took a shower then went to starbucks bf. There I saw her sitting, alone. WOW she's alone!

"What's up? Are you going to buy me something?", I asked her.