Secrets (Kian Lawley)

Chapter 4

"Babe can we make a video for my channel." He said as I finished dancing to One Direction.

"Ok what's the video gonna be about?" I asked as I put my phone to charge.

"I just tweeted for people to ask me dirty question so I guess it's gonna be and Dirty Q&A." I looked at him and shrugged.

"Ok let's get this over with." I said.

After we filmed and I made him edit gross faces out of the video we fell asleep.

*The Next Morning*

"Lela get up!" Kian said as he rubbed my back. I still wouldn't wake up so he kissed I sorta kissed back. I got up and got ready. I put on a One Direction muscle tank and straightened my hair.

We went downstairs and a girl was sitting on the couch talking to the boys and she honestly made me want to puke. She looked like a frickin slut ew. She had on bright red lipstick and and wearing a sheer crop top with a small bra and really tight shorts that went up her butt.

"Kian can you show me where the restroom is." The girl said and he got up and walked her there. Me and Connor went in the kitchen to get a drink and I saw Kian kissing her. I think I got jealous like really bad and I basically was regretting what I was about to do.

" Do you have a girlfriend?" I asked putting my hands around Connors neck.

"No but don't you and Kian have a thing?" He asked but he didn't try to pull away.

"Not anymore." And I kissed him. I can't believe I just kissed Connor, but his kisses were nice and sweet so I didn't want to break it but then Kian came in the kitchen. I started regretting this immediately.

"Lela can I talk to you?" He didn't even say anything to Connor.

"Couldn't you see I was busy."I snapped.

"She came up to me kissed me and I tried pushing her off."

"Kian I..." My voice cracked.

"Lela I love you and I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." He told me.

I smiled.

KIANS POV

I'm moving to fast. First the kiss now I told her I love her. Man I'm going to fucking fast.

LELAS POV

What just happened?
He told me he loves me.
Do I love him too?
What am I saying I barely know him.
No I don't I've watched his videos for about a year.
This is like every fangirls dream.
This was my dream and now it's happening.

I'll just film a video to try and get my mind off of things.

"Hey guys what's up. Well I'm sorry that I haven't filmed in a long time. Well I asked you guys on Twitter what I should do and you guys said do dares. So let's get started." Right as I was about to go see twitter for dares and the door busted open and Kian without saying a word came and kissed. The kiss started to get deeper then we heard Jc yelling.

"I have good news! We are moving to a new house!"

"Seriously I just started decorating our room." I whined and Kian kissed the top of my head.

"Your so cute when you whine." I blushed.

"Okay love birds go back up." I rolled my eyes Jc.

"We're moving in four days." Jc yelled as me and Kian ran up the stairs.

"Well you messed up my video so now I have to film that little part again." He laughed.