kody x lumine

Im alive

(warning some sin and suicidal things in here ;/)
"lumine?!" he hugged me
"lumine , dont cry please.."
Kodys POV
"lumine please."
He pushed me. and ran off to his room
i sat there. about to cry but instead i did something else..
i grabbed a glass and smashed it against the table. i dont know if lumine heard it or not. Who cares. I put the glass to my wrist and cut. It bleed a lot.
"k-kody?"
"..."
i ran outside crying i ran into the road..
-CRASH-
Lumines POV
i ran outside after kody and saw him on the ground. "KODY!"
i ran to him crying and fell down to my knees shaking him.
"KODY GET UP! CMON KODY! PLEASE WAKE UP! please...."
He was still breathing. Shit this is my fault.. I picked him up and ran to the hospital. he was rushed in to a room
~a week later~
i came into the hospital room with adein
I was scared to see kody again i really missed him but i think he hates me.
"can i have a minute with kody please sir"
"sure ill be back in 10 minutes"
"thanks.."
"kody can you hear me?"
"look i know everything that happened was my fault, i know you must hate me.." i started crying a little. "but please wake up kody i love you so damn much and if i lost you i wouldve done something stupid.." i picked up his arm and look at his cut..It has stitches i started shaking..
"im so fucking sorry.."
i walked out of the room with tears in my eyes. "lumine are you o-"
"im. Fine."
"oh ok im gonna go..check on kody then stay here.."
I Just sat down and put my hoodie over my head.
           ~a few minutes later~
"cmon lumine lets go.."
"can i stay here?.."
"sure ill be back tomorrow.."
i walked back into the room and sat down in a chair stairing at kody. I finally fell asleep hours later.
"l-lumine?.."
"huh?" i looked over at kody and he was awake i ran over to him and gave his a big hug but not tight enough to hurt him
"kody youre awake!!!!"
"y-yeah i am" i kissed him on the forehead and jumped up and down (im sorry i had to i think on and off about lumine and kody)  "jeez youre happy to see me"
"of course i am! i love you so much!" i hugged him again while he blushed a light pink "heh i love you too lumine"
kodys POV
as soon as i woke up from that fucking nightmare i saw my pretty lumine he actually cares about me. Jeez im selfish.
"lumine? im here to- kody youre up!"
"oh h-hi da-ack" he hugged me to where i couldnt breathe
"uh sir youre choking kody"
"oops my bad sorry kody"
"its fine dad anyways can we go ho- oh would you look at that i have a cast great."
"yeah we can go just becareful"
lumine helped me get to the car since i was still a lil weak.
"s-so whats been going on with out me?"
"nothing much ive been really sad since that day.."
"oh anything else?"
"elijah tried to kiss me a few times and sherry and silver went on vacation"
"oh..........ok" once me and lu (lumine ,im calling him that bc im lazy) got home we just went to my room to watch a movie
i leaned onto lumines shoulder and fell asleep.
Lumines POV
kody fell asleep on my shoulder. Eek! he's too cute! >///<.
            ~10 minutes later~
"k-kody please get up"
"KODY!!" hhhhh he fell on top of meeeee >\\\\\\< (sorry i had little time to do this ;-; welp bye my little kawaii desus ~kat