such a lie[FF.JIMIN]

chapter 6

SUME POV
i was staring at the snow falling,i remember when we are a kids we play a snow ball,i miss that time,i wish i could go back the past,i sigh and stand up in my chair i open the door and headed downstairs,i open the front door and look at the snow falling i smile and i grab a snow in the ground,and i saw a blossom i put a winter jacket and ho outside to pick a blossom
JIMIN POV
i decide to go downstairs to get a hot chocolate and i saw the front door open i look at outside and saw sume picking a blossom,did she remember it?,no she's not she don't,i roll my eyes on her and close the door and lock it
SUME POV
i was picking a blossom when i heard the door close i run and try to open the door but its lock"jimin let me in!!"in shout but he didn't open the door,i can't be here all day and night i could die in the cold weather"jimin pls!"i shout again but he didn't open it i sit in the ground and hug my knees,my lips were red my eyes were red and my nose were red,i was so cold,why can jimin do this?"jimin"i try to shout but my voice were like fading away,i want to cry but i can't,until my vision got blur until i block out..
HOURS PASSED
I open my eyes and i found my self in the same position i was when i block out,its was dark and i'm so freezing,i try to stand up and knock on the door,but no one open it,i try to open the door,and it open,i walk inside,and i walk upstairs and i open my bed room,and lay in my bed,his a cruel husband,and i big lie asshole,i close my eyes until i fall asleep
MORNING
i open my eyes and i cover my self with the blanket,i try to stand up but my head was so hurt,i think i have a fever,i'm so cold,i want to heat up,i try to stand up,until i made it,i walk downstairs with all my force,i walk in the kitchen to find a soup or something to heat me up,but i didn't find anything,i walk back upstairs and i saw jimin"jimin i have a fever"i said in a week tone and he sigh"i don't care"he said and pass by me i look at him and tears roll in my cheeks,i walk in my bed and lay down"ahh my head's hurt"i said touching my forehead,and i close my eyes to fall asleep,but i can't,i can't sleep because of my head,i just look at my picture frame me and my mom,i miss you mom,i should call her,i grab my phone and dial her number"hello mom"i said,i miss her voice"yes sume?"tears roll my cheeks and i smile"i miss you mom,are you ok?,are you lonely?"i ask her and she laugh,and i smile"i'm ok sume,how about you?,your tone is look like a week one"mom said and i smile"mom i'm ok,i'm just cold and jimin take care of me"i said,i lie,i know mom don't like me to lie,but i think lying is the way to protect jimin"sume?"mom call and i wipe my tears away"yes mom?"i ask and i hear that she's crying"sume if i'm gone take care of your self ok?"mom said i was confused,was that mom say that words?"why mom,where are you going?"i ask mom,i'm scared,no don't think bad sume"i have a CANCER sume,and its stage 4"i was shocked no words came out from my mouth and tears were rolling in my cheeks,i laugh"are you joking mom?"i said,mom like joke so i know she's joking"no sume,sume i love you,stay strong,and try to remember the past,take care of jimin"mom said and i throw my phone and it broke to piece,no mom,no i love you so much,you can't just leave me alone,i have to go at mom house, i try to get up and put on my coat and i walk downstairs and i were ready to open the door but jimin block the way"jimin pls,go away"i said but he didn't listen"where are you going?"he said glaring at me and i slap his shoulder"i want to go in my mom"i said and he slap me from the face"your not going anywhere"he said and he grab my hair and drag me in the basement and push me"pls jimin,let me go"i said crying but he didn't listen and lock the door"ahhhh!!!!"i shout and punch the ground,i was crying in death,mom sorry,i try to stand up again and punch the door"jimin let me go!!"i shout i punch the door,i can't let my mom die,i was crying and calling jimin to open it"jimin i beg you pls"i said in a week tone but no he didn't open the door,i cry,that's all i can do to cry,jimin,this is not you,i miss you so much"jimin pls"i said and i close my eyes,while tears were falling in the cold ground,yes i have a fever but i don't care,i care about mom,only her,i grab my extra phone in my pocket and call mom,but she didn't pick,i dial again but failed,i call rosé and she pick up"rosé,pls go in mom house pls,i beg you"i said crying,i kniw she can hear me cry"ok,ok,i go but why?"she ask"pls she need me but i can't go"i said,if i can break this door"ok i go"she said and end the call,i close my eyes and remember the memories i have at mom