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That feeling....

You liked me and i liked you back. 2 months, hindi tayo nakikita. Pagbalik ng school, akala ko that u still like me and i still like u. Hindi mo na man sinabi sa akin na 'wala' na. Hinintay mo pa na masaktan ako. Hinintay mo pa na iiyak ako dahil sayo. The most annoying thing is that, Hindi pala IKAW ang nagsasabi sa akin. Mabait na man ako eh. Bakit ba iniwasan mo ako? Sana malaman mo na ang sakit sa puso. Sana malaman mo na meron na akong iba. Sana malaman ko rin kung sino yung babae nagustohan mo. I better would like to her I DON'T LIKE YOU anymore than being ignored.
Hahay buhay. Nalilito na ako. At first you ignored me, you avoided me like i was a monster. Hindi ako WAKWAK! At pagkatapos ng ilan araw, nung makita mo ako, nag-hi ka sa akin. Ano ba?!? Ano ba yan?!? Akala ko iniwasan mo ako, hindi pala eh. Ahw, masarap na man. It's nice to her a 'hi' from you. I missed you. I missed the 'US'. I missed everything that we did before summer vacation. Minahal kita. Minahal mo ako.  Ngayon hindi mo na mahal ako. Pero mahal pa kita kahit may crush ako sa iba at ang crush ko may crush sa akin din. Mahal pa kita! You will always have a special place in my heart. I just wish you knew. Ako, gusto kitang makalimotan, pero, hindi nagustohan ng puso ko. Ikaw pa ang pinili niya. Pero ang utak ko, pinili na ng iba. May na hanap na si utak ng iba. At ang iba na yan ay parang ikaw, kaso lang, he is more confident in dealing with love. He keeps on asking if I still like u. But I keep on lying. I know deep in my heart I still like you. But my brain keeps on telling me I like someone else. I don't know why but everytime I see you, my heart pumps like I'm being chased by a million wolves. I really don't understand my feeling anymore. I only know that I LOVE MYSELF!! ❤❤

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