I cant breathe...

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Breath Katie.

Breathe.

Oh god.

He's gonna kill me like he said he would.

I can feel the tears burning at the corner of my eyes and one small sob escapes my lips as he smiles evilly at me.

Please, please, please no!

"Katie? hey, are you okay?" Luke comes round to the side if me an his eyes look genuinely concerned. "We are in the middle of Starbucks! come one not this again"

What a asshole! I'm in the middle of Starbucks with someone I've only known a day having a panic attack and he just says 'not this again' !??!

I'm not ready to tell him...I'm not ready to tell anyone never mind player Luke brooks. I've only known this guy for what? one day? I'm more trouble than I'm worth. I still can't tell him, He will look at me like I'm some dirty little slut and toss me to the side of the road like a dog.

But my lips betray me. "he's here" I whisper fast and urgent. "he's gonna kill me-" but I break off into a sob in his chest as he holds me.

Luke leads me into the men's bathroom and sits me on the counter and stands in between my legs, in any other circumstances I would of blushed and shoved him playfully but with me sobbing into his chest it sort of ruins the mood.

"Oh- erm....shhh it's okay?" he whispers into my hair and his voice calms me down but because of the fact that he is crap with words he didn't do very well, but it only helps a little anyways because the fact that travis is still in the next room as me makes me feel sick to my stomach.

"It's travis... m-my ex boyfriend" I start with a sharp breath.

Flashback:

"I love you, you know that right" travis tells me as he evil eyes look into mine. his hand is cupping my face in what would be a romantic gesture but his grip is to firm and is hurting me. his grip tightens when I don't respond straight away.

"Yes I know!" I snap and jerk my head away which makes his angry. I feel a sharp sting in my left cheek...he- he slapped me. I cup my cheek and stare up at him in horror.

"I've got to go" I stutter and make try to make my escape.

"Kat-" he reaches for my arm and I flinch away.

"DONT TOUCH ME!" I scream terrified. he still walks towards me and takes me into a painful hug that's making it hard for me to breathe.

"If you tell anyone about this..i will kill you..know one would believe you anyways you little slut.."

End of flashback.

"....He said we would kill me if anyone found out...but after that it just got worse and worse....." I look down ashamed "he did other stuff to...."

I'm such a slut...

"Like what" Luke tenses.

"H-he tried to rape me" when I finish Luke pushes himself of and away from me, I knew that he would think I'm disgusting.... "He tried! but he didn't because I ran! Luke please...." I just needed a hug I didn't really care if it was with someone who hated me...or with someone I didn't really like???

Still trying to figure this one out..^^

"Where is that son of a bitch!" Luke sounds really mad as he storms out if the men's bathroom and into the main part of Starbucks searching the crowd for who I assume to be travis. I spot the rest of the boys in the distance and call for them, but I was too late Luke had already found travis and had him by his collar.

"LUKE!!" I scream and everyone goes quiet. "he's not worth it!" Luke looks down at me and nods slowly and it looks almost painful for him as he lets him go with a shove.

"I see your still the little whore you where when we where dating you little fuck-" travis gets cut sort from his insulting speech when Luke's fist connects with his jaw with a loud SMASH!

"She is not a whore!" punch "because she is MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND ASSHOLE!!!" Luke shouts and punches him over an over agian.

Oh god he's gonna kill him.

"BEAU!!" I scream and even beau struggles to get luke off of him, but eventually does, Luke just stalks out if Starbucks and into the car.

When we all join him I sit as far away from him as possible, hey, I know he punched travis because of what he did to me but come on! He's like a ticking bomb and I can't deal with it right now.

"What the fuck happened in there bro?!" Beau literally shouts at luke. I wince at is booming voice in what seems now, a really small car.

"Beau....." I start but get cut of by him.

"NO! you don't get to speak! no doubt all that in there was because of YOU!" he screams at me and I whimper and shrink further into the car.

"DONT SPEAK TO HER LIKE THAT!" Luke shouts and I just can take it any more.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!" I shout "or I will open this fucking door and jump!" I threaten.

That shut them up for the rest if the car ride.

I felt so bad for screaming at them but it was ME who got abused ME who needed comfort and ME who's in the middle here so I really don't need them on my back about it.

When we got into our hotel rooms I got ready for bed and was headed there...

"I don't think so, we need to know what happend" Skip tells me.

So I do. I tell them everything.

I tell them how If i did one little thing wrong that I would get a slap, I tell them that when he tried to rape me that was it and I had to leave.

When I finish I am amazed at how the boys look at me: like nothing happend, like I'm not some slut. the looks makes me break down in joy and James hugs me tightly and asks me why I'm crying.

"Because your not looking at me differently.." I smile with watery eyes up at him.

"Obviously.. come on guys group hug!!" James shouts an they all hug me, and it's the first time in what seems like forever that I feel truly...loved.

"Let's start over okay!" I smile happy "I'm Katie harper, and who might you be?" I ask the young boy standing before me with his adorable lip ring.

"I'm Luke brooks" Luke holds his hand out and I shake it.

Let the chips fall where they may...

Authors note//

Ohmygod!! It was really hard to write this chapter because I was so sad about Katie getting hurt but... oh well! vote vote vote! please.....bye my butterflies!

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