I got up this morning and felt good I'm four months pregnant I have a little bump I guess I put on my black skinny jeans and my lakerz jersey top with black and yellow and purple Jordans I put my hair in a ponytail and walk out to see my sister in skinny acid wash jeans with a white shirt and black and white retros with hair flat ironed we get downstairs I drive to school we were singing and pumping to Drake trophies that's my shirt there we pull up at school mum made us only go two lessons and moved all my classes so ill be graduating with my sister we get outta school and all eyes were on us I stopped and looked around
keyanna: I'm here
I smile
we walk in get our new schedules after that we went first lesson it was peaceful until royal walks in and walks to his seat and Lord walks in my heart beats fast keyanna looks at him yea I told her
mrs: alright class today were going to be doing our best to finish our revision
we started after class we went second lesson then when we done we walk out then go lesson after we walk out school when I'm pushed to the floor I get up and look to see bre I walk up to her
me: WTF
bre: Your a Hoe
me: nahhh bitch that's you
bre : nahh we all know you forced yourself on Lord
me: laugh*HE FUNKING RAPED ME ARE YOU DUMB WHY WOULD I FORCE MYSELF ON A DEAD ASS NIGGA
bre; your a lier
me; think what you want
I look in front of me to see royal and my boys looking at me a tear fell from my eye I walked away getting in my car and driving away I didn't talk at all because I felt bad as hell when we got home mama was cooking and Kilton was playing on his xbox360 I go upstairs and get out out my phone and text my friend kimberley she lives in London after kiiana died she moved her parents said she could not take the pressure
badasskey: hi
kimmybear: hey hun
badasskey: you need to come back here
kimmybear: why what's wrong
badasskey: everyone's turned against me because of this boy named Lords and I'm pregnant with his baby he raped me and I have none but my family
kimmybear: I'm sorry to hear that I'm coming to get a flight because I know if kiiana was alive she'd beat his ass
badasskey: okay
kimmybear: don't stress okay I'm coming
badasskey: alright hurry
kimmybear: alright bye
badasskey: bye
end of conversion
I was in so much deep thoughts when I heard a knock on my window I look to see royal I let him
in
me: What
royal: I'm sorry key
me: cries* you weren't there for me
royal: I know I'm sorry I'll be there okay
me: there's more
royal: what
I lift up my shirt and he looked shocked and promised not to tell anyone
mum: keyshia dinner
me: coming
royal: text me later
me: okay
he jumps out the Window and runs
I go downstairs eat wash up and go bed I feel tired
