today is church I get dressed meanwhile the girls are asleep I put on my black and white shirt suite with black heels and my hair in a neat bun after I was done I woke up lexie and lolo I did there bath then put on black dress with bows at the back and white sandles I leave there curly afro out and add a side clip I put on there jackets and mine and leave getting in my car and driving to church I get the twins out and go in church was a blur I got out and saw Lords beating up this nigga I put the girls in the car and go home I can't be asked I was cooking meanwhile the girls were watching frozen the door knocked I opened it to Kim
me: wassap
kim: in here smells good
me: thanks
kim: oh yeah I got a boyfriend
me: laugh* you just met him bab
kim: so
me: laugh* you funny
kim: oh yeah I kinda invited him over
me: nahhh you know I don't want people knowing my house
kim: whatever he's outside
she opens the door I see Hanson and Lord along with Andre
kim: baby and Andre and Lord this is my best friend keyshia
me: hi
dre: hey
Lord: wassap
me: yall want to stay for dinner
boys: alright
me: LOLO AND LEX WASH YOUR HANDS
they run in
lolo: we have gussets
lex: what you blind
lolo: be quite
lex: no
me: hands
they run away and go upstairs so here we all are eating dinner and talking
me: so Dre and Hanson has your dad ever hit our I dunno rape someone
them: no why
I felt Lord burning a hole in my face
oh well
kim: so girls why don't you spell your names like I thought you
lex : alright me first L e x i e
kim: woo okay now loudes
she looks red
me: baby you don't have to if you don't want to
lolo: L o
she climbs down and walk away from the table she was sitting on the stairs looking upset
me; wassap lordy
lolo: mommy am I dumb
me: come here what do I tell you
lolo: I'm beautiful smart gorgeous and special
me: good
she runs back in and we eat after kim leaves with dre but Lord stayed after I just tucked the girls in
Lord: there mine ain't they
me: yea
Lord: do they know
me: nope
Lord:YOU BITCH
he hits me to the floor I felt so sceard to be honest then I heard mommy I turned to see lolo and lex
me: yea mommies fine this is your dad
I said trying to change the subject
the girls run to him and hug him I feel bad
