Just friends. (troyler)

Cuddles (chapter 15)

Tyler's POV

I heard my brother's voice repeating the note all day long... I thought I was safe. I thought we were safe... I thought everything was over. 

But it wasn't. Even after he died he decided he had to ruin my life. He thought I didn't deserve to live. I didn't deserve to live because apparently I did everything wrong. And if I'll stay alive I couldn't live a happy life... But I had to live what I had with Troye. We had something special and we had to be together as much as we could. We already survived so much so why not survive this shit together? I had to see him, but the stupid doctors still wouldn't let me. I was so in shock of everything that happened, Troye was the only one who could help me out of this. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat... I screamed at everyone. I couldn't handle it anymore. 

one week later...

I was still in the hospital. And I still hadn't talked or seen Troye. I missed him. I layed in bed this whole week long, just staring at the ceiling repeating the note over and over and over again in my head... I came back to reality when I felt someones soft lips on mine, Troyes. "Tilly... I missed you..." Troye whispered. "I missed you too Troye..." I was shocked, I talked again... Troye wrapped his arms around me and layed next to me in the bed. He pecked my cheek, "I'm proud of you Tilly. For staying so strong. I'll protect you no matter what and we'll make the best of it. I love you so much." We cuddled in the hospital bed for so long. I missed him so much.

"You've read the note too didn't you?" I asked after a long time. Troye nodded, "Yeah... But I'll protect you. Or as Bruno Mars says I'll catch a grenade for you." "Troye... Please don't... This has nothing to do with you and I could never live without you!" "But Tilly... I couldn't live without you neither..." I entangled our legs, "I'll never let you go. We could just stay like this for the rest of our lives. I don't care we'll get fat, we'd be together for the rest of our life." Troye kissed me again, "I wish we could... But we have to pee too Tyler. We can't just pee in the bed, that would be pretty gross." I laughed, "Yeah that's true... Also thanks for ruining the cheesy moment Troyeboy." 

It was already 11 pm, and we still hadn't eat anything. No one would visit me anymore cause I just yell at them. I'd yell what they did wrong in their lives... Ugh I hate myself, I'm a horrible person... I don't even get why Troye fell for me. I heard Steves voice repeating the note. I felt tears on my cheeks. Troye wiped them away, "It's going to be okay Tilly..." I started crying even harder, "I... I don't deserve you Troye... You're just too nice. Your eyes are to perfect. They're blue like the ocean. Your quiff game is too strong. It even beats mine. Your smile can always make me smile, just like your laugh can always make me laugh. Your voice is sweet but also kind of sexy. Your..." "Tilly, stop. You're perfect. Stop thinking about how we don't deserve each other cause yeah that's what I've thought for a long time. We love each other and that's all that matters okay?" I nodded, "Okay." 

I heard my stomach make the weirdest noises ever, it was only then that I realised how hungry I was. "Troye?" I whispered. I looked at Troye, he had fallen asleep. His head lay on my shoulder, our legs entangled. I sighed, this boy is too beautiful. I started playing with his hair and slowly fell asleep.

Troye's POV

I woke up to the bright light of the sun shining in my face. I felt someones arms wrapped around me and hair was tickling in my face. I looked down to see my cute mint haired boyfriend. I smiled, he looked so peaceful. He looked like he had nothing to worry about while in reality it was completely the oposite. I wish I could change everything... I wish everything would be normal. We could marry, adopt kids, just live our lives and make it as perfect as it could be. But it's all getting ruined by his brother. I still don't get it, why would you want to ruin someone's life like this because he's gay? There must have happened something else right?

I snapped back to reality when I felt Tyler's lips on mine. "Goodmorning beautiful." I whispered. "Goodmorning cutie." I smiled, "You look cute today, Tilly." He chuckled, "What do you need Troyeboy? It's morning, no one looks good at this time. Not even Zac Efron." I smiled, "Well you always look perfect Tilly. And the only thing I need is a kiss." He giggled again and playfully pushed me away, "Stop it Troyeboy, you don't have to lie to me..." I took his hand and kissed the top of his hand, "I would never lie to you Tilly. You're perfect and I'll never stop telling you that. And if I'm not there to tell you, remember this Ty. You are perfect. And I'm the luckiest man in the world to call you mine." Tyler's eyes filled with tears and a huge smile appeared on his face. He opened his mouth to say something when I heard someone walk into our hospital room. Tyler looked up to see who it was, his jaw dropped. I turned around to see who stood behind me. No... Not this soon...

A/N

Hey y'all! I missed you! I was on holiday for a week, I did have internet but it was so slow and I hadn't got that much time to write. I hope you like this chapter though. I read how some of you told me in the comments to update and I'm reallyreallyreally sorry for not updating for a week! See you later x