Don't you love that feeling?
The one after your hand touches someone elses,
Or you get pulled in for a hug.
That warm feeling,
That makes you forget about all the problems in the world?
A jittery feeling?
That gives you butterflies
And a temporary high?
That feeling.
It somehow gives my life meaning.
Makes me feel whole again,
No need to roam alone again.
Makes me think everythings gonna be alright,
And who knows, maybe this time it will be.
No need to turn on the light.
Not scared of the dark cuz I have you beside me.
But what happens,
Once that feeling fades away?
My heart will be stray,
Body slipping away.
No place to call home any longer.
So I linger,
Maybe you feel it too.
The emptiness and the solitude.
The darkness and the shadows.
Closing in near me,
Making me hopeless,
Making me wish for more.
Making me think, "Was this worth fighting for?"
But no.
When the thoughts overcome me theres no going back.
Nothing to fight for no pennies to stack.I
Everything closes in and I realize, what was I thinking?
The walls are shrinking,
No way to go back.
Am I alone again?