Yours || jjk

Chapter 7: "just listen,okay?"

(A/N: italics are flashbacks, regular print is present day alright.)

~Jin's POV~

"I don't understand Jin, why would you..."

"I don't know jin Kyong! Alright, I don't know!" I shout angrily.

"You know exactly why you did what you did so tell me." She demands. "Why did you get yoongi expelled from school?!"

"I don't wanna talk about it so just drop it!"

"No I'm not going to drop it! He's supposed to be your best friend and you go and get him expelled!" She shouts causing me to stop the car abruptly. I continue to drive until I can get to somewhere I can pull over. "Why are we stopping?" She asks in irritation.

"Get out."

"What?"

"I said get out you annoying rat." I yell at her, causing her to jump back in fear. she makes eye contact with me and her eyes were saying that she was sorry for angering me but her face was still saying that she was still angry. "I hate you Jin Kyong, you're always so insensitive to things and you have NO IDEA what I had to go through."

she gives me a hurt look before slowly opening her door and getting out. I speed away from the curb, watching her in the rear view mirror as I drive off. I end up driving around for another fifteen minutes before I come to my senses and realize what I said to my dongsaeng was really hurtful. I don't hate her at all, my heart is overflowing with love for her and all she was doing was asking why I had done something awful to one of my best friends. I can't blame her for feeling upset with me for something we both knew was terrible. I turn my car around and drive back in the direction I came from, by now it was really dark outside, It would be almost impossible to see if there weren't so many neon lights around. it was even hard for me to see with my headlights on.

God I wish I hadn't dropped her off in such a dark part of town. I can't even see the road anymore it's so-

I slam down on my brakes but it's too late for me to do anything, Jin kyong was laid out in front of my car when I get out of my car. she was still awake when I knelt beside her. my hands tremble so hard as I drive across town to the hospital, she was barely conscious when I carried her inside the emergency room. the nurses take her away and I look down at her blood that had soaked in all over my shirt.

then I get a scary thought... what if I just killed my only little sister?!

I feel guilty as I watch our parents and hyung sit in her hospital room with worried looks on their faces. "what happened Seokjin?" Seok Jung asks me for the millionth time since he arrived.

"I don't know hyung..." I've made a habit of repeating those exact same words to everyone today. everyone seemed to relax once the doctor came in and told us that she didn't suffer anything too serious, just a few cuts and bruise. the only thing that could affect her permanently is the brain damage that she had. there was a small possibility that she'd remember anything that happened tonight.

"Seokjin, we've come up with a solution to this little predicament," my father pulls me aside and says. "we know you feel guilty about what happened to your sister and we know that if she ever found out what happened tonight that she wouldn't want anything to do with you anymore."